I don't know
Phil's show is tommorow and that's good, but I just don't know. I'm going to be there and everything. but I'm just at a certain moment right now where I'm stressed and nothing I do, say, or think changes it. As a matter of fact my stress cup is at the point were it is filling up so fast the the water in it keeps emptying out to subsequentially be filled up again and poor out. So it is never empty, but it is never full of the same stress long enough that I get worked up over anything to the point of going out of control. Maybe I'm wronge, and maybe what I'm feeling is just apathy. Either which way though a question keeps running through my mind and that question is: "Is society really worth it?" I really don't know. I mean, sure I like what society has to offer me, but should I really like that? I feel that it makes you lazy somehow, dependent, and makes us all lose sight of what is really important and replace it with bullshit for us to buy to feel that whole in us that society created.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not an anarchist or anything, I just don't have the answer. If society is worth it though I have to pose the question of "why are people not serving the intrest of society more than there own?" Maybe because they believe by serving there intrests they are surving society. They may think that but I doubt that they are right.
Society can bring the worse and best out of people, but then again I suspect the lack of it could do the same. I guess it's the only way to keep this many people on the planet feed.
I'm just kind of tired of it, but I'm sure I'll find some kind of an answer or forget the question entirely. Fuck it.
Have fun monsuire and benos nouches senoritas
Don't get me wrong, I'm not an anarchist or anything, I just don't have the answer. If society is worth it though I have to pose the question of "why are people not serving the intrest of society more than there own?" Maybe because they believe by serving there intrests they are surving society. They may think that but I doubt that they are right.
Society can bring the worse and best out of people, but then again I suspect the lack of it could do the same. I guess it's the only way to keep this many people on the planet feed.
I'm just kind of tired of it, but I'm sure I'll find some kind of an answer or forget the question entirely. Fuck it.
Have fun monsuire and benos nouches senoritas