May 06, 2006 13:51
Well like I told some people I think it was varified last night, I am going to be alone for the better party of my life. I serisouly don't know what the fuck to do anymore anytime I get close to someone they just go away or don't want anything to do with me. Ohh well this might be for the better part now i can work and never see anyone so I can get out of debt in like 3 fucking years and if this is the path "God" choose for me man he is really like a little kid with a magnifing glass on a bug.
Other than that bullshit all I do is work and sleep and kill myself a little each day lol man I hate sounding this emo lol but it is the truth so wtf.