cosmetics and politics

Nov 02, 2008 09:20

Still working on that  X-files fanfic 100 challenge. If the X F Drabbles club would let me join, I'd post them. I really need to draw something too. I'm in a very dark place, creatively. Just physically and emotionally exhausted.

I'm going to an Obama rally today. I'd ask Eve to come, but I worry she'll tell me she has to "work" which is code for ditch me and hang out with Nathan. Why do I stay in these destructive friendships with those two? Because I'm in love with them, and they hate me.

I need to lose about five pounds. My skin is hideous. Is there anything for that? Maybe I should stop gobbing on black eyeliner and hiding behind layers of flannel. I just can't feel attractive anymore. And my hair. Don't get me started.

Well the rally should be fun, with or without my emotionally abusive friends.

See yall on the flip side. 

abused, exhausted, politics, obama, uninspired, bored, fat, evil, drained

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