Oct 15, 2004 23:02
you wanted me to update well here it is. right now i wish i were a sleep so i would be alrested for the psat's but i can't because i'm pissed and i couldn't figure out why and i finally got it. you guys always think i'm mad or in a bad mood when we hang out and i finally figured out why. because of you guys, you do stuff that pisses me off and you do it because it pisses me off. i don't think you understand i can't stand when a couple is hanging out with friends and someone says awe i feel it should be something that is just taken in and not talked about. i don't think you get that it annoys me not just whn you do it to me but when anyone does it to anyone. IT FUCKIN ANNOYS ME SAM AND VINNY! GET IT? it's not just when sydnie does it when anyone does it, i pretend to be okay with it but i'm not it makes me uncomfortable okay and i hate it. so please for the fucking love of god can you please stop doing it. because you guys do it i act differently and so you guys think i'm in a bad mood and honestly i am but thats because you guys put me there. like when joe says something i don't coment because of you guys. i don't need my friends making fun of my dates, i don't care if its because you think its cute you guys do it to tease me and annoy and welll guess what.. it fucking worked i can't take it anymore YOU GUYS DO IT BECAUSE IT ANNOYS ME YOU NO I CAN'T STAND IT SYD YOU DON'T DO IT TO KELS AND KYLE I'VE WATCHED SYD I'VE NOTICED and thats the reason i don't have sydnie do it is because it annoys me alot like alot alot alright so you guys "doing it for her" is even more annoying okay. i'm sorry if i sound pissed off but this is what you have brought me too, and since i can't say anything to your face cause i won't be able to explain it cause you'll fight back and i'll give in i wrote it here because you guys always check up on this.
alright i got that off my back and maybe slowly and privately i can figure out the few other things that have been problems that make me feel uncomfortable
happy i updated?