All alone
i´m sitting at home all alone bored out of my mind. it´s a friday night and i was thinking about going out for some drinks with my friends but i´m just too tired. but alti went anyway....he can never say no to an alcoholic beverage. it´s driving me fucking nuts. he knows it´s getting on my nerves but yet he does nothing about it. i sometimes don´t understand men. maybe it´s just me, i always have to be with the wrong men. anyway...wanted to get that out of my system. on tuesday somebody crashed into my car and drove off. the front bender is totalled. it pisses me so off when people hit and run. and this is costing us so much money that we don´t have! why are people so stupid, i just don´t understand. everything in my life right now is going wrong i don´t know why. i don´t know what i did to make it go so badly but....i don´t know, i just have no clue what to write. i´m just a great big fucking mess.