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" you strike me as the kind of person who is always asking people 'what have you done for me lately and what can you do for me now' but i still love you " ~ my fasha
OMG no one makes me feel like a big piece of shit like my dad does.
he see's me as a big fat selfish bitchy cow, but its ok, he loves me anyway cause im his daughter.
and then i get pissed at my dad, and then i'll start to feel like the biggest piece of shit, and believe that everything he says is true
and then i get a little pisses
then i realize im getting a little pissed at the father who is my only bio fasha and whose life might not be much long lived, and i feel like shit for being a little pissed, and all the things must be true
and its an endless vishes cycle of not feeling good enough for my dad
or anyone else
OMG no one makes me feel like a big piece of shit like my dad does.
he see's me as a big fat selfish bitchy cow, but its ok, he loves me anyway cause im his daughter.
and then i get pissed at my dad, and then i'll start to feel like the biggest piece of shit, and believe that everything he says is true
and then i get a little pisses
then i realize im getting a little pissed at the father who is my only bio fasha and whose life might not be much long lived, and i feel like shit for being a little pissed, and all the things must be true
and its an endless vishes cycle of not feeling good enough for my dad
or anyone else