Oct 21, 2004 18:59
365 days later... here I am. I didn't think I would make it but sure enough, I did. Today was a really hard day. A lot harder than I thought. I thought hopsice would be the only ones to remember but I was wrong. I was glad to ge that phone call from Matt, get that note and bread from Jackie, that text from Katherine, that run in with Laurin and Candi... it was nice to know that I had some support. I thought I was on my own. I usually am. Today has been full of emotions. A lot I wasn't expecting to get today. It doesn't look like it's going to lighten up but whatever. I can't even see straight right. I just woke up from a nap which was much needed. Now I am going to go do nothing. For once... I am going to do nothing. I don't have much more to say. I've been a bit speechless most the day. I just want this day to be over. Hope I can sleep tonight.