Spring Break...
So the first few days of spring break were kinda nice. Just relaxed and hung out with my friends. Then... dananananaaaa.... the weekend came. I got really really sick for like three days. It sucked. But.... I got over it. Drove a whopping 4 1/2 hours to San Luis where I didn't get to see everyone I had hoped to, but I still had a freaking blast! Was going to go to SB on Thursday... but I got really really burned! Long story... but anyways... I just stayed in SLO. It's such a fun little cute town! And every single time I turned my head I saw probably the hottest guy in the world. Geeze. I was a happy kid. I would elaborate on my adventures but not everyone can know them!!! Tee hee hee! But I seriously had a kick ass break. One of the bests for more reasons that one. Things didn't go exactly how I had hoped... but it was the fact that I was on my own... by myself... not having to worry about anyone else but me. If I wanted to get up and leave, I could, if I wanted to do this or that, I could. I am enjoying my independence so much. I decided I'm going to make the most of being on my own for as long as I can. Also, I came to the realization that Santa Rosa isn't the happiest place on earth. When I was in SLO, I was so happy to be in a new environment, not know anyone, to not have gut wrenching memories of every single place I went to and every thing I looked at. Driving in to town made me upset. I know I should focus on the positive, but as soon as I got here, the first thing that came to mind was everything that I have lost and how many times my heart has ached for one reason or another here. We've talked about moving. It won't be for a while but I think I know where we will go. I turned my phone off for most of the weekend and it was nice. I didn't have anyone from home bothering me and reminding me about what I have to go back to. This time... I got to walk away and leave. I had to come back soon though but one day I'll be able to come back after a long period of time.