Change can be a good thing. Change can be a bad thing. Change is never an easy thing. I've had so many changes in my life during the past year. The thing is, the thing that's changed most is me. I'm not the girl I used to be. The question is, is that a good thing or a bad thing? Sometimes I think I'd give anything to have Lily back alive and well. Or to have two happy live-in parents. To have all my friends. But everything including me has changed. Is that a good thing or a bad thing I wonder? Maybe it's both.