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Wow, look how I was like a yer ago last year. I discovered I liked them on a 26th... that number huants me, but look how different I was! Look how happy I was...
26 September 2004 @ 10:06 pm
Wee I'm normal!!!!!!!!
I'm remotely normal in regard to liking people! Woooo!!! I just figured that out from tlaking to my mom! Carlynn convo right ere explains he whole thing! It's freakin CrAzY!
Crazyvero013 [9:40 PM]: Hey, sorry I didn't stay online... around that time my brother realized he had a project due tomororw and needed the cmoputer.
Carlynn [9:41 PM]: its fine
Carlynn [9:41 PM]: so sup?
CrazyVero013 [9:42 PM]: Nothing really.
CrazyVero013 [9:42 PM]: Just tlaked to my mom abuot Mike.
CrazyVero013 [9:42 PM]: XD
CrazyVero013 [9:42 PM]: It was a good conversation.
Carlynn [9:42 PM]: wow
Carlynn [9:42 PM]: lol
CrazyVero013 [9:42 PM]: I know.
Carlynn [9:42 PM]: what did she say?
CrazyVero013 [9:43 PM]: Well, we just talked about all kinds of things, my whole non-existitent love life, friendship.
Carlynn [9:43 PM]: lol
CrazyVero013 [9:43 PM]: She said I should tell him that I shouldn't have said yes cuz I don't know him very well, and that I doin't think I should be going out with people I doin't know well, but it would be awesome just to stay friends and get to know each other mroe as that.
CrazyVero013 [9:44 PM]: Which I thought was a lot more genuine then "It was an accident"
CrazyVero013 [9:44 PM]: You think?
Carlynn [9:45 PM]: duh thats what u should say!
Carlynn [9:45 PM]: lol
Carlynn [9:45 PM]: thats what i told danny
CrazyVero013 [9:45 PM]: I never thought of that.
CrazyVero013 [9:45 PM]: Danny?
Carlynn [9:45 PM]: only we weren't dating i told him that when he asked me out
CrazyVero013 [9:45 PM]: DANNY KNOWS TOO?!
CrazyVero013 [9:46 PM]: o0o ok!!
Carlynn [9:46 PM]: o, u dork
CrazyVero013 [9:46 PM]: That Danny.
CrazyVero013 [9:46 PM]: -.-;
Carlynn [9:46 PM]: u need to learn the basics of dating
CrazyVero013 [9:46 PM]: *phew*
Carlynn [9:46 PM]: NO NO NO NO!
CrazyVero013 [9:46 PM]: Ha I know.
Carlynn [9:46 PM]: i told that to DANNY, guy, when he asked my out over the summer
CrazyVero013 [9:46 PM]: Cuz like if too many people know then he'll know before I tell him, which is really not good.
CrazyVero013 [9:46 PM]: I thoguht you meant Myers for a sec.
Carlynn [9:46 PM]: lol
Carlynn [9:46 PM]: NONONO
Carlynn [9:46 PM]: thats not what i meant
Carlynn [9:47 PM]: lol
Carlynn [9:47 PM]: NO!
CrazyVero013 [9:47 PM]: Hey guess waht?
CrazyVero013 [9:47 PM]: YOu wanna know something cool?
CrazyVero013 [9:47 PM]: I know you'll appreicate this.
CrazyVero013 [9:47 PM]: Cuz I did.
CrazyVero013 [9:47 PM]: XD
Carlynn [9:47 PM]: ok
Carlynn [9:47 PM]: lol
CrazyVero013 [9:47 PM]: I have liked someone, remember how I told oyu even if I did, I didn't know it?
CrazyVero013 [9:47 PM]: I liked Ryan and Jay.
CrazyVero013 [9:47 PM]: Isn't that crazy?
CrazyVero013 [9:48 PM]: When I talked to my mom I figured it out.
CrazyVero013 [9:48 PM]: She said you doin't have to want to kiss them or to find them hot or anything, they just have to match your personallity to the best of your comfort level.
CrazyVero013 [9:49 PM]: And mine is someone who made me feel special, made me laugh, and made me feel comfortable... so I know now, and I am a normal person! I felt so much better about my self after that. <3
Carlynn [9:50 PM]: lol
Carlynn [9:50 PM]: thats so cute
Carlynn [9:50 PM]: so do u still like Jay?
CrazyVero013 [9:50 PM]: Shocked much?
CrazyVero013 [9:50 PM]: No.
CrazyVero013 [9:50 PM]: I doin't think so.
CrazyVero013 [9:50 PM]: We do'nt talk enough.
Carlynn [9:51 PM]: well if u were to ever like ne1 i thought it would be Jay
Carlynn [9:51 PM]: lol
Carlynn [9:51 PM]: whe did u like him, while i was dating him?
CrazyVero013 [9:51 PM]: And the reason I doni't wanna kiss anyone or anything is cuz of my fundation... my whole entire life. You know I"m cold? Well, I've been that way ever since I was two... I used to get punished ofr not showing affection at all... and then on top of that, my mom said her relationship with my dad is the reaosn it's such a turn-off and that I"m perfectly normal!
CrazyVero013 [9:51 PM]: Well, before that more probably.
CrazyVero013 [9:51 PM]: CUz remember how awkward that was?
CrazyVero013 [9:52 PM]: You're the first person I'm telling all this! Haha. *psss, you're special friend Carlynn*
CrazyVero013 [9:53 PM]: I'M FREAKIN NORMAL! HOLLA AT CHO GIRL!
CrazyVero013 [9:53 PM]: Sorry I'm talking sooo much... you're probably having difficulty keeping up with me.
CrazyVero013 [9:53 PM]: >.<
Carlynn [9:53 PM]: nope i'm good lol
CrazyVero013 [9:53 PM]: o0o ok cool.
Carlynn [9:53 PM]: i'm happy for you though!!!
CrazyVero013 [9:53 PM]: Yay!
Carlynn [9:53 PM]: lol
Carlynn [9:54 PM]: and i understand it all except 1 thing
CrazyVero013 [9:54 PM]: Ok shoot.
Carlynn [9:54 PM]: CrazyVero013 [9:52 PM]: Well, before that more probably.
Carlynn [9:54 PM]: before what?
Carlynn [9:54 PM]: probly more what?
CrazyVero013 [9:54 PM]: I think him more before that cuz it was different hanging out with you guys as a couple.
CrazyVero013 [9:54 PM]: You know?
CrazyVero013 [9:55 PM]: Like he acted a little different.. and I seeked out Jessica more to talk to, you know? Like we talked a lot, just not as much.
Carlynn [9:55 PM]: o ok i get it
Carlynn [9:55 PM]: cool
CrazyVero013 [9:55 PM]: The whole awkwardness I think broke it off... and the fact that I was closer with you after you two broke up.
CrazyVero013 [9:55 PM]: Get it?
Carlynn [9:56 PM]: yes
CrazyVero013 [9:56 PM]: Like before during you were oging out, it was more equal... like us three just hanging out a lot.
CrazyVero013 [9:56 PM]: lol.
Carlynn [9:57 PM]: yeah
CrazyVero013 [9:57 PM]: Maybe if I could say all this in person at a SlEePoVeR this would be even funner to talk about!
CrazyVero013 [9:57 PM]: lol!
CrazyVero013 [9:57 PM]: Is it ok if I send all this to Alyssa.
CrazyVero013 [9:57 PM]: I'm not explain myself again... took too much energy.
CrazyVero013 [9:58 PM]: O.O:
Carlynn [9:58 PM]: yeah go ahead i was gunna ne way lol
CrazyVero013 [9:58 PM]: Haha!
Mood~*: ecstatic
Music~*: Evanescence - Imagionary
Crazy huh? wow...
And I also wrote a poem... it's pretty dumb. >.< But those who want me to post it holla back. Otherwise, it's too dumb to reveal to the general public for those who don't wanna read it. >.
26 September 2004 @ 10:06 pm
Wee I'm normal!!!!!!!!
I'm remotely normal in regard to liking people! Woooo!!! I just figured that out from tlaking to my mom! Carlynn convo right ere explains he whole thing! It's freakin CrAzY!
Crazyvero013 [9:40 PM]: Hey, sorry I didn't stay online... around that time my brother realized he had a project due tomororw and needed the cmoputer.
Carlynn [9:41 PM]: its fine
Carlynn [9:41 PM]: so sup?
CrazyVero013 [9:42 PM]: Nothing really.
CrazyVero013 [9:42 PM]: Just tlaked to my mom abuot Mike.
CrazyVero013 [9:42 PM]: XD
CrazyVero013 [9:42 PM]: It was a good conversation.
Carlynn [9:42 PM]: wow
Carlynn [9:42 PM]: lol
CrazyVero013 [9:42 PM]: I know.
Carlynn [9:42 PM]: what did she say?
CrazyVero013 [9:43 PM]: Well, we just talked about all kinds of things, my whole non-existitent love life, friendship.
Carlynn [9:43 PM]: lol
CrazyVero013 [9:43 PM]: She said I should tell him that I shouldn't have said yes cuz I don't know him very well, and that I doin't think I should be going out with people I doin't know well, but it would be awesome just to stay friends and get to know each other mroe as that.
CrazyVero013 [9:44 PM]: Which I thought was a lot more genuine then "It was an accident"
CrazyVero013 [9:44 PM]: You think?
Carlynn [9:45 PM]: duh thats what u should say!
Carlynn [9:45 PM]: lol
Carlynn [9:45 PM]: thats what i told danny
CrazyVero013 [9:45 PM]: I never thought of that.
CrazyVero013 [9:45 PM]: Danny?
Carlynn [9:45 PM]: only we weren't dating i told him that when he asked me out
CrazyVero013 [9:45 PM]: DANNY KNOWS TOO?!
CrazyVero013 [9:46 PM]: o0o ok!!
Carlynn [9:46 PM]: o, u dork
CrazyVero013 [9:46 PM]: That Danny.
CrazyVero013 [9:46 PM]: -.-;
Carlynn [9:46 PM]: u need to learn the basics of dating
CrazyVero013 [9:46 PM]: *phew*
Carlynn [9:46 PM]: NO NO NO NO!
CrazyVero013 [9:46 PM]: Ha I know.
Carlynn [9:46 PM]: i told that to DANNY, guy, when he asked my out over the summer
CrazyVero013 [9:46 PM]: Cuz like if too many people know then he'll know before I tell him, which is really not good.
CrazyVero013 [9:46 PM]: I thoguht you meant Myers for a sec.
Carlynn [9:46 PM]: lol
Carlynn [9:46 PM]: NONONO
Carlynn [9:46 PM]: thats not what i meant
Carlynn [9:47 PM]: lol
Carlynn [9:47 PM]: NO!
CrazyVero013 [9:47 PM]: Hey guess waht?
CrazyVero013 [9:47 PM]: YOu wanna know something cool?
CrazyVero013 [9:47 PM]: I know you'll appreicate this.
CrazyVero013 [9:47 PM]: Cuz I did.
CrazyVero013 [9:47 PM]: XD
Carlynn [9:47 PM]: ok
Carlynn [9:47 PM]: lol
CrazyVero013 [9:47 PM]: I have liked someone, remember how I told oyu even if I did, I didn't know it?
CrazyVero013 [9:47 PM]: I liked Ryan and Jay.
CrazyVero013 [9:47 PM]: Isn't that crazy?
CrazyVero013 [9:48 PM]: When I talked to my mom I figured it out.
CrazyVero013 [9:48 PM]: She said you doin't have to want to kiss them or to find them hot or anything, they just have to match your personallity to the best of your comfort level.
CrazyVero013 [9:49 PM]: And mine is someone who made me feel special, made me laugh, and made me feel comfortable... so I know now, and I am a normal person! I felt so much better about my self after that. <3
Carlynn [9:50 PM]: lol
Carlynn [9:50 PM]: thats so cute
Carlynn [9:50 PM]: so do u still like Jay?
CrazyVero013 [9:50 PM]: Shocked much?
CrazyVero013 [9:50 PM]: No.
CrazyVero013 [9:50 PM]: I doin't think so.
CrazyVero013 [9:50 PM]: We do'nt talk enough.
Carlynn [9:51 PM]: well if u were to ever like ne1 i thought it would be Jay
Carlynn [9:51 PM]: lol
Carlynn [9:51 PM]: whe did u like him, while i was dating him?
CrazyVero013 [9:51 PM]: And the reason I doni't wanna kiss anyone or anything is cuz of my fundation... my whole entire life. You know I"m cold? Well, I've been that way ever since I was two... I used to get punished ofr not showing affection at all... and then on top of that, my mom said her relationship with my dad is the reaosn it's such a turn-off and that I"m perfectly normal!
CrazyVero013 [9:51 PM]: Well, before that more probably.
CrazyVero013 [9:51 PM]: CUz remember how awkward that was?
CrazyVero013 [9:52 PM]: You're the first person I'm telling all this! Haha. *psss, you're special friend Carlynn*
CrazyVero013 [9:53 PM]: I'M FREAKIN NORMAL! HOLLA AT CHO GIRL!
CrazyVero013 [9:53 PM]: Sorry I'm talking sooo much... you're probably having difficulty keeping up with me.
CrazyVero013 [9:53 PM]: >.<
Carlynn [9:53 PM]: nope i'm good lol
CrazyVero013 [9:53 PM]: o0o ok cool.
Carlynn [9:53 PM]: i'm happy for you though!!!
CrazyVero013 [9:53 PM]: Yay!
Carlynn [9:53 PM]: lol
Carlynn [9:54 PM]: and i understand it all except 1 thing
CrazyVero013 [9:54 PM]: Ok shoot.
Carlynn [9:54 PM]: CrazyVero013 [9:52 PM]: Well, before that more probably.
Carlynn [9:54 PM]: before what?
Carlynn [9:54 PM]: probly more what?
CrazyVero013 [9:54 PM]: I think him more before that cuz it was different hanging out with you guys as a couple.
CrazyVero013 [9:54 PM]: You know?
CrazyVero013 [9:55 PM]: Like he acted a little different.. and I seeked out Jessica more to talk to, you know? Like we talked a lot, just not as much.
Carlynn [9:55 PM]: o ok i get it
Carlynn [9:55 PM]: cool
CrazyVero013 [9:55 PM]: The whole awkwardness I think broke it off... and the fact that I was closer with you after you two broke up.
CrazyVero013 [9:55 PM]: Get it?
Carlynn [9:56 PM]: yes
CrazyVero013 [9:56 PM]: Like before during you were oging out, it was more equal... like us three just hanging out a lot.
CrazyVero013 [9:56 PM]: lol.
Carlynn [9:57 PM]: yeah
CrazyVero013 [9:57 PM]: Maybe if I could say all this in person at a SlEePoVeR this would be even funner to talk about!
CrazyVero013 [9:57 PM]: lol!
CrazyVero013 [9:57 PM]: Is it ok if I send all this to Alyssa.
CrazyVero013 [9:57 PM]: I'm not explain myself again... took too much energy.
CrazyVero013 [9:58 PM]: O.O:
Carlynn [9:58 PM]: yeah go ahead i was gunna ne way lol
CrazyVero013 [9:58 PM]: Haha!
Mood~*: ecstatic
Music~*: Evanescence - Imagionary
Crazy huh? wow...
And I also wrote a poem... it's pretty dumb. >.< But those who want me to post it holla back. Otherwise, it's too dumb to reveal to the general public for those who don't wanna read it. >.