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I understand now what's going on through his head... at least a good portion of it. And it releves me a lot now that I have foudn the answers to most of my questions. But it still doesn't change what he's put me through and how he's been with me. I really hope he lets me in and lets his guard down to me like I did for him...
I drew a picture yesterday for the first time in ilke... I can't even remember. I love drawing. It's very morbid and really sad, but it's pretty good and I'm proud of it. ^.^
I wanna do something today. I look all cute and such. Hehe.
I had a really good conversation with Boris last night. I was able to let everything out... that's why I'm also sorta better today. But I'm still so terrified and hurt. Make sense? I'm so weird.
I really want my mom to let me hang out with Alyssa and Carlynn agian. It'd make such a difference for me.
I hope everyone was all good and gravy for the hurricane.
Breath out, so I could breath you in - Foo Fighters - Everlong
I drew a picture yesterday for the first time in ilke... I can't even remember. I love drawing. It's very morbid and really sad, but it's pretty good and I'm proud of it. ^.^
I wanna do something today. I look all cute and such. Hehe.
I had a really good conversation with Boris last night. I was able to let everything out... that's why I'm also sorta better today. But I'm still so terrified and hurt. Make sense? I'm so weird.
I really want my mom to let me hang out with Alyssa and Carlynn agian. It'd make such a difference for me.
I hope everyone was all good and gravy for the hurricane.
Breath out, so I could breath you in - Foo Fighters - Everlong