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[veroamore]

Let's go back to friday night. i want to be deep into friday night right now. we lay on my bed, listening to the hail hit the roof--holding you, holding me. i was beautiful in that moment. there were no lights. just rays of the moon crawling in through the closed blinds. i don't need lights. i rather feel the moment than witness it. you could feel it too. we aren't like the rest of them. and we know that. we're indifferent--we're perfect that way. no words are needed on our nights*. we're content just staring into eachother's eyes. we had both fallen asleep at around 2--i woke up to the thunder, i thought i was alone because i had forgotten you were there--i looked to my left and there you were--so peacefull. i was scared but i couldn't bring myself to wake you. i slid my hand down your bare back. the sound of your breathe put me back to sleep. the fact that you are sleeping next to me comforts me in ways i've never known before. i feel like i'm dreaming. maybe i am. i hope i never wake up. And if i do wake up, i hope i'm in your arms.

I love you. and i know you know that.

these nights are magic. my very own high. my escape from reality. everything i want to be. FREE and unpredictable.