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Well, appearantly I like someone else kind of. I just don't know what to do anymore, if I should go with those feelings, or wait and see how things pan out. God, why is everything so hard? Well, maybe things will get better. I hope. Because right now, everything is just so complicated. Anyways, today we had a snowday, which is always refreshing, mainly because I didn't want to go to band this morning, and I had homework I didn't do. Oh well, I wouldn't have gone to school anyway. School is such a hassle anymore. I never feel like going. There hasn't been one day that I haven't woken up and said "OH YEA!! FUCKING SWEET, TIME FOR SCHOOL!" It's alway been "Argh, mom, turn off my light and leave me alone." I never learn anything at school. I usually just piss around and make my teachers angry. I have zero respect for my teachers, except one. Mr. Wells, he is the only teacher that ever interests me in anything. He atleast makes me do homework. Fucking all the rest of them just annoy me. Here is my typical schedule: History (Mr. Wells), Reading (Mr. Mills), Algebra (Mrs. Newman), Lockers, Band/Study hall (Mr. Morgan/ Mrs. Newman), Science (Mr. Soly), Guidance (Mr. Daughtery), English (Mr. Mills). All except for first period bore the hell out of me. Then, appearantly my mother found out I smoke. Which is great because now I get the "smoking is bad for you" speech every five minutes. I'm not going to stop, I just tell I will to get her to stop talking. Crack is good. I have to go talk on the phone with cool people (Allie), peace out mutha fackos.
-Jake
-Jake