This is just getting worse
Everyday, all my shit seems to be just getting worse. Day in and day out, it's all the same. Go to school, she gets mad at me, we fight, I go home, feel like crap, and sleep. Nothing seems to be going good for me anymore. I don't even know what to do. I mean, I don't think there is anything I can do. I just have to sit around, and hope for the best. But then again there is no god so things will probly just progressively get worse. There is nothing worse then hearing that the one you love, doesn't feel that way about you. Some people say "There is a reason things happen." Yeah, there is. Things happen just to piss me off. Because for the last weeks, things have just been pissing me off. I don't even know what to do with myself. The only person I ever really talk to is Brandon. And we don't even do anything ever. It seems like this is the best I'm ever going to get, and it seems I've lost the most important thing in my life. Life is gay. I hope mine ends so I won't have to put up with all this shit because it's too god damn stressful. And I don't deal well with stress.
-Jake
-Jake