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I'm supposed to use this now.
School tomorrow. don't know how to handle it. like waking up after a nightmare, going back to sleep, and just having it keep on going. it's a feeling between suicidal and nauseous.
recipe for school
3 strawberry milkshakes
1 preteen girl
1 large blender
2 cups of sharp objects
1 large rubber band
2 heavy books, preferrably textbooks
first pour contents of milkshakes into preteen girl. mix in blender on high until the girl begins turning different colors, but before the pressure mounts too high and the ingredients separate again. separately, pour a cup of sharp objects into a large bowl and stretch the rubber band over it, taking care to not let it snap but making sure it's almost at its breaking point. put the preteen girl in the bowl and pour the rest of the sharp objects over her. set the books atop the mixture and let sit for a few days.
bam. school.
fuck.
as the minutes tick by i am so tempted. i don't even care about what my body will look like in the future. that no one will touch me cause i've got all these lines up my chest. there are more important things than appearance.
School tomorrow. don't know how to handle it. like waking up after a nightmare, going back to sleep, and just having it keep on going. it's a feeling between suicidal and nauseous.
recipe for school
3 strawberry milkshakes
1 preteen girl
1 large blender
2 cups of sharp objects
1 large rubber band
2 heavy books, preferrably textbooks
first pour contents of milkshakes into preteen girl. mix in blender on high until the girl begins turning different colors, but before the pressure mounts too high and the ingredients separate again. separately, pour a cup of sharp objects into a large bowl and stretch the rubber band over it, taking care to not let it snap but making sure it's almost at its breaking point. put the preteen girl in the bowl and pour the rest of the sharp objects over her. set the books atop the mixture and let sit for a few days.
bam. school.
fuck.
as the minutes tick by i am so tempted. i don't even care about what my body will look like in the future. that no one will touch me cause i've got all these lines up my chest. there are more important things than appearance.