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I am.. still trying to patiently wait for love
I want.. to go to school
I have.. the best family ever
I wish.. my brother wasn't going to college
I hate.. being haertbroken
I miss.. CIY moments
I fear.. the future
I wonder.. about life and love
I regret.. fearing
I love... to love
I ache... most of the time
I never... will NEED any relationship, except that with God
I am not.. perfect
I cry... all the time
I am not always...real
I write... to people I love
I should...learn to trust
last kiss: sweet 16 and never been kissed
last cry: last sunday, several times
last library book checked out: Wild At Heart by John Eldredge
last cuss word uttered: no idea
last food consumed: mac 'n cheese
last call: my bro
last tv show watched: nascar race
last shoes worn: brownish-white flip flops
last cd played: Waterdeep Everyone's Beautiful
last downloaded song: n/a
last annoyance: waiting to go to the Fair for no reason
last disappointment: finding out today was the last sunday, Brian, our summer youth intern, was going to be here before he goes back to college
last soda drank: diet cherry coke
last thing handwritten: school book list
last IM: caitlin
last weird encounter: last night @ kyle's party when sean gallager randomly sat and had a long conversation with some of us
last time in love: currently, with a man that will always love me, even if i forget Him.
last time hugged: this morning at church...like a bazzillion times
last time scolded: i dont remember
last lipstick used: never lipstick, either burt's bees chapstick or neutragena lip gloss
last shirt worn: green peasant shirt
I was doing these things:
1 MINUTE AGO: this
1 HOUR AGO: reading
1 DAY AGO: at kyle's party, talking
1 WEEK AGO: having lunch with my mom
1 YEAR AGO: getting ready to go back to school
current clothes: crazy color skirt and afore mentioned green shirt(both new from Target yeah!!)
current mood: challenged...in a good way
current music: waterdeep
current hair: long, straight, slightly curly at ends
current smell: sheer fresia
current thing I should be doing: cleaning my room
current desktop picture: red flower things
current refreshment: none
current worry: the future, as always
YES or NO
Do you keep a diary: no
Do you have a secret you have not shared with anyone:: yeah
Do you set your watch a few minutes ahead::not my watch, but my clock in my car i do
Do you bite your fingernails:: no
Do you believe in love:: yes
DO YOU...
take a shower everyday:: yes
have a crush:: sort of
think you know you've been in love:: yes but a different kinda of love
want to get married:: absolutely
have any tattoos/where?:: no
piercings/where?:: yes ears
like thunderstorms:: yes, but more the smell than the actual storm
natural hair color:: dirty blonde
current hair color:: dirty blonde
eye color:: currently, turquoise b/c of my colored contacts, but naturally, blueish-green- they change
hometown:: indy
IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU....
helped someone? yes
bought something? yes
gotten sick? i'm slowly getting over a cold i got at CIY
gone to the movies? no
said I love you? yes
written a real letter? no
talked to an ex? n/a
missed an ex? n/a
written in a journal? yes
talked to someone you have a crush on? yes
had a serious talk? yes
missed someone? yes
hugged someone? yes
fought with your parents? no
fought with a friend? no
WOULD YOU EVER
1. Eat a bug? sure
2. Bungee jump? yes
3. Hang glide? yes
4. Kill someone? in self defense, yes
5. Have sex with someone you don't love? no
6. Kiss someone of the same sex? no
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? no
8. Parachute from a plane? yes
9. Go out with someone for their looks? no
11. For their reputation? no
12. Be a vegetarian? probably not
13. Wear plaid with stripes? sure, what the heck
14. IM a stranger? nope
15. Sing karaoke? maybe
16. Get drunk off your face? no
17. Shoplift? no
18. Run a red light? already have
19. Star in a porn video? no
20. Dye your hair blue? sure, what the heck
21. Be on Survivor? yes
22. Wear makeup in public? already have
23. NOT wear makeup? already have
25. Make someone cry? already have
26. Call your math teacher an idiot? hopefully not, but maybe
27. Kick a baby? no!
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? probably not
29. Cuss out a priest? no
30. Take a job as a janitor? already have
31. Wear a bikini? maybe, probably not
32. Stay up all through the night? already have
I want.. to go to school
I have.. the best family ever
I wish.. my brother wasn't going to college
I hate.. being haertbroken
I miss.. CIY moments
I fear.. the future
I wonder.. about life and love
I regret.. fearing
I love... to love
I ache... most of the time
I never... will NEED any relationship, except that with God
I am not.. perfect
I cry... all the time
I am not always...real
I write... to people I love
I should...learn to trust
last kiss: sweet 16 and never been kissed
last cry: last sunday, several times
last library book checked out: Wild At Heart by John Eldredge
last cuss word uttered: no idea
last food consumed: mac 'n cheese
last call: my bro
last tv show watched: nascar race
last shoes worn: brownish-white flip flops
last cd played: Waterdeep Everyone's Beautiful
last downloaded song: n/a
last annoyance: waiting to go to the Fair for no reason
last disappointment: finding out today was the last sunday, Brian, our summer youth intern, was going to be here before he goes back to college
last soda drank: diet cherry coke
last thing handwritten: school book list
last IM: caitlin
last weird encounter: last night @ kyle's party when sean gallager randomly sat and had a long conversation with some of us
last time in love: currently, with a man that will always love me, even if i forget Him.
last time hugged: this morning at church...like a bazzillion times
last time scolded: i dont remember
last lipstick used: never lipstick, either burt's bees chapstick or neutragena lip gloss
last shirt worn: green peasant shirt
I was doing these things:
1 MINUTE AGO: this
1 HOUR AGO: reading
1 DAY AGO: at kyle's party, talking
1 WEEK AGO: having lunch with my mom
1 YEAR AGO: getting ready to go back to school
current clothes: crazy color skirt and afore mentioned green shirt(both new from Target yeah!!)
current mood: challenged...in a good way
current music: waterdeep
current hair: long, straight, slightly curly at ends
current smell: sheer fresia
current thing I should be doing: cleaning my room
current desktop picture: red flower things
current refreshment: none
current worry: the future, as always
YES or NO
Do you keep a diary: no
Do you have a secret you have not shared with anyone:: yeah
Do you set your watch a few minutes ahead::not my watch, but my clock in my car i do
Do you bite your fingernails:: no
Do you believe in love:: yes
DO YOU...
take a shower everyday:: yes
have a crush:: sort of
think you know you've been in love:: yes but a different kinda of love
want to get married:: absolutely
have any tattoos/where?:: no
piercings/where?:: yes ears
like thunderstorms:: yes, but more the smell than the actual storm
natural hair color:: dirty blonde
current hair color:: dirty blonde
eye color:: currently, turquoise b/c of my colored contacts, but naturally, blueish-green- they change
hometown:: indy
IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU....
helped someone? yes
bought something? yes
gotten sick? i'm slowly getting over a cold i got at CIY
gone to the movies? no
said I love you? yes
written a real letter? no
talked to an ex? n/a
missed an ex? n/a
written in a journal? yes
talked to someone you have a crush on? yes
had a serious talk? yes
missed someone? yes
hugged someone? yes
fought with your parents? no
fought with a friend? no
WOULD YOU EVER
1. Eat a bug? sure
2. Bungee jump? yes
3. Hang glide? yes
4. Kill someone? in self defense, yes
5. Have sex with someone you don't love? no
6. Kiss someone of the same sex? no
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? no
8. Parachute from a plane? yes
9. Go out with someone for their looks? no
11. For their reputation? no
12. Be a vegetarian? probably not
13. Wear plaid with stripes? sure, what the heck
14. IM a stranger? nope
15. Sing karaoke? maybe
16. Get drunk off your face? no
17. Shoplift? no
18. Run a red light? already have
19. Star in a porn video? no
20. Dye your hair blue? sure, what the heck
21. Be on Survivor? yes
22. Wear makeup in public? already have
23. NOT wear makeup? already have
25. Make someone cry? already have
26. Call your math teacher an idiot? hopefully not, but maybe
27. Kick a baby? no!
28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? probably not
29. Cuss out a priest? no
30. Take a job as a janitor? already have
31. Wear a bikini? maybe, probably not
32. Stay up all through the night? already have