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Horomones are really screwing me up. Let me explain. It all started a few weeks ago, when I realized I liked Leah.
AND THEN IT HAPPENED.
At first, I was all happy and such, you know, the routine. But then my brain started to play tricks on me.
AND IT STILL IS.
For instance, 99.9999% of my brain is saying "Paul, you like Leah, and you know you do." And that's true, and I KNOW it's true. But something in my subconcience is saying "Paul no you don't." And then I Say "Brain, what the hell's your problem, will you please make up your mind?" And then Brain's like "O.K., O.K., I was just playin' yo, you're in goddamn love with her or something." I relply, "Goddamnit Brain, now you've made me insecrue and confused, and now I question my feelings" And Brain's like "Haha, I fucked you up" And then I go off and don't sleep thinking about this whole situation. PLUS, I don't really understand girls in the first place, at all, and Leah's a bit quiet, so I'm having a hell of a time figuring anything out. To sum everything up, I'm getting really insecure about this, which is wierd because I'm usually a very confident type, and I'm really just not in the know. Help? Suggestions? Comforting words? All such things would be appreciated.
-Paul
AND THEN IT HAPPENED.
At first, I was all happy and such, you know, the routine. But then my brain started to play tricks on me.
AND IT STILL IS.
For instance, 99.9999% of my brain is saying "Paul, you like Leah, and you know you do." And that's true, and I KNOW it's true. But something in my subconcience is saying "Paul no you don't." And then I Say "Brain, what the hell's your problem, will you please make up your mind?" And then Brain's like "O.K., O.K., I was just playin' yo, you're in goddamn love with her or something." I relply, "Goddamnit Brain, now you've made me insecrue and confused, and now I question my feelings" And Brain's like "Haha, I fucked you up" And then I go off and don't sleep thinking about this whole situation. PLUS, I don't really understand girls in the first place, at all, and Leah's a bit quiet, so I'm having a hell of a time figuring anything out. To sum everything up, I'm getting really insecure about this, which is wierd because I'm usually a very confident type, and I'm really just not in the know. Help? Suggestions? Comforting words? All such things would be appreciated.
-Paul