[o51]
I..think I really hurt Lelouch's feelings. Well, I know. But..I just couldn't nod and reply back. ..I..don't even know if I even love him.
Lelouch is a friend. And a precious person... but..I don't know if I love him as...more. Maybe..I do love Lelouch. Maybe I did. But this Lelouch right now, isn't..just Lelouch. He's Zero as well. I hate Zero. I want him dead and gone...
And...Euphie... I..love her. She's my everything.. If I accept Lelouch's feelings, I...would be betraying hers. I don't want to hurt her anymore, and I really..really love her.. I would do anything for her..
I..love both of them. But..in a different way. ...The feelings I felt..feel for Lelouch are as strong as the feelings for Euphie, but just...not the same.
Still.......I'm sorry lelouch...for hurting you again..