Dec 30, 2006 01:19
Talk about a knife-wrenching last couple hours. And you know what really sucks? There is not a sole out there that I can talk to about it. Not really. It's a very strange situation. Very long, twisted and strange situation. Oddly enough, after going through the whole gamet of emotions? I'm actually doing ok. A bit numb & sad, but ok. I think tonight was another part of closure I needed even though I didn't know it. There's just one more thing I need to do before I can close that chapter for good. I really hope I can do it this weekend, especially with it being the end of the year. But something tells me I'm going to have to wait a little longer. We'll see. Time will tell. And in the meantime? I think I'll go make some more truffles since I've finally perfected my recipie.