lived in dreams

[veritas_sojourn]

well i feel signifficantly shitty but ive had worse
havent registered yet 'cause im sick i should get to that
for some reason people love to preach makes 'em feel important oh well let them feel important everyone needs something
ive been having allot of weird dreams lately they are all peaceful or happy
in one everyone i love everyone i have ever cared for was at this huge picnic and everyone was so happy all of their wants and needs were fulfilled you were all smiling even those of you who make a habit out of never allowing yourself a smile (the love me because im sad type, heheheheh im gonna get much gripage for that comment)
i remember smiling back at your smiles but realizing it for a dream i became sad because even though you were all happy it was a lie and it would end i would have to watch you cry again
in another i saw a few people havent seen in a long timew and for some reason i ws angry qith them
im tired
keep coughing up stuff its nasty expecially the blood
i was supposed to do something yesterday but i cant remember what ive deffinately pissed someone off
need sleep and maybe ill make myself a milk shake even though my throat feels like i jst swallowed glass