my weekend-today plus some ramblings here and there

Oct 19, 2004 00:28

lets see went to caities game met laura who havent seen in years
met stephany (we like stephany very much)
met lots of people i cant remember
went to my open house to see anime girl
continued my walk ended up in old towne
met a group of girls from seton and some people from gmu and various other colleges
met sharlotte. lol funny convo there she asked why tj used to tell her she couldnt smoke, he wouldnt look her in the eye so i just said what he was thinking "girls arent allowed to smoke guys have to die before the chick." she promptly flicked me off (we were just joking) i smiled and said "maybe later, but not now thank you, we just met and i dont know you well enough." she explained how she meant "i should go screw myself" and i replied "not really in the mood.but ill keep it in mind."
she laughed and we all stopped pretending to be retards
ya apparently i come off as being gay because i dont hit on girls pat has said i have to hit on 10 girls or he'll begin to wonder lol the only thing is i dont know how too and i dont really care
im tired
filed my nails to points for holloween freaked my dad out
hte dumbasses wanted to start a fight club friday night
greg wanted to "take me" i smiled and took off my jacket he backed out saying something about his braces i told him i would deal with it. then he saidsomething about my glasses i said i would take them off then he mumbled and walked away.
apparently they decided to "get wasted" wanted me to come with them theyre fucking retards. theyre only 15-16 everyone wants to grow up so fast its sad.
people are fucked up makes me sad they whine and complain about how bad the have it then dont do a thing to make their lives better, in fact they do quite the opposite.
me in a bad mood-sometiimes people seem to lose their humanity theyre jsut animals slaves to their base emotions.
sometimes its hard to pity animals they cant feel a thing anyway well actually im sure they can but it just doesnt seem to matter they only hurt themselves anyway
me in a good mood-god people are great just give them a chance and trust them it will al work out for the best. you cant always get what you want, but if you try sometimes, you might find you get what you need.
im mixed right now but actually really happy its been an awesome day except for a few things
well i was with a friend about a month ago he was really excited that it was his anniversary 4 months she broke up with him well now that hes not begging to get back together shes asking him to come see her he asked what i thought and i told him the truth "she doesnt love you she never did. well no more than a child loves a toy. she sees you as her toy to play with while she waits for some better toy to come along. i know you love her but she doesnt llove you, let go and you will be a much happier person, trust me. (i smile) or you can get back together treat her like shit and give her what she deserves dump her when she'll feel it most." ah yes she hates me now but i dont care i dont like how she treated
im tired
time for bed
this weekend should be interesting
god i hate people sometimes well not really hate just disappointed in them
god i love them jsut as much if not more
time to call for a massage
god i love it when they play with my hair
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