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Jul 20, 2004 23:58

so here is the problem, i don't feel compelled to write here because i don't have anything to write about other than personal feelings and drama/things that bother me in general, but i guess that it would come down to not wanting to violate the spirit of the journal to talk about feelings. and it seems to me, that writing about conflicts or confusions would unfairly include the lives of people who i am involved with, i worry about that a lot, that is, telling too much about people who are involved in my life by talking/writing about my life... that is, i don't want to expose other people even if my life is basically an open book.

so if anyone wants to know something, ask, i will answer.

that being said, i will try to keep this general:
girls confuse and frustrate me.
i don't want to like anyone, i just want to make good friends.
but i can't.
and it sucks.

i lost fiftyseven dollars tonight at the casino, but it was fun and i will go back.

work sucks.

i'm scared to go back for soccer, it's crazy, i'm out of shape, i'm not motivated.

my dad told me that his best critcism of me is that i am all over many things... that is, i'm good at a lot of things, but not great.

i feel like i haven't found that one thing that i want to throw myself wholy into, something that i love and i can work really hard at every day... i can't run, i can't practice my instruments, i can't make myself write.

generally:
i am frustrated.

i'm sorry for not updating more, i have nothing to say.

-david.
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