Been feeling kinda strange again......
Read Richard Bach's book 'Illusions' today and last night. Friends came down over New Year and it was one of those 'I know just which book you'd like' conversations - so it seemed to help bring my feelings to a head.
I keep having lots of pressure headaches and when I meditate I can't keep my head quiet.
I think I've been dwelling on the deaths of my friends and family in the last few years (most went in January and February) and also, knowing brain_error and thinking about her methods, its put me to wondering whether I should seek a reading.
The only reasons I can give for not doing this yet are
a) my mum is also reading lots of stuff on mediumship and Doris Stokes and this is all since her sister died. I also miss my Auntie, but I don't know if I could keep quiet about my experiences to my mum if I were to get a reading from her. Or if I should, but I don't want to upset my mum by telling her in advance just in case we don't hear from her.
b) I'm scared - I like to think I'm open minded about stuff, but I realise that this just means being non-committal. I want to find a spiritual path in time, but I'm not ready to be catapulted into some religion just because I have a single experience. I hope I don't sound too pathetic - I just know how down I can get and I have no wish to go there again right now!
Anyway, I'm still thinking about it. Anyone got any suggestions or books they could recommend, I'm listening.
I keep having lots of pressure headaches and when I meditate I can't keep my head quiet.
I think I've been dwelling on the deaths of my friends and family in the last few years (most went in January and February) and also, knowing brain_error and thinking about her methods, its put me to wondering whether I should seek a reading.
The only reasons I can give for not doing this yet are
a) my mum is also reading lots of stuff on mediumship and Doris Stokes and this is all since her sister died. I also miss my Auntie, but I don't know if I could keep quiet about my experiences to my mum if I were to get a reading from her. Or if I should, but I don't want to upset my mum by telling her in advance just in case we don't hear from her.
b) I'm scared - I like to think I'm open minded about stuff, but I realise that this just means being non-committal. I want to find a spiritual path in time, but I'm not ready to be catapulted into some religion just because I have a single experience. I hope I don't sound too pathetic - I just know how down I can get and I have no wish to go there again right now!
Anyway, I'm still thinking about it. Anyone got any suggestions or books they could recommend, I'm listening.