Jul 31, 2009 00:45
Right, so, as you may know, I've been having trouble accessing my preferred source of might.
My Anger, my hatred.
All my vitriol... it's been draining away.
Today that almost changed.
It teased me.
Such a flirt, that silly Dark Side.
I felt it, one of my friends managed to set me off.
It was great, for all of like, 3 minutes.
Then it just fell apart.
It all seemed so very silly.
As I type this, I can barely suppress giggle fits.
Really, if you know me, imagine me, going from one of my dark and angry moods, and then it all just falling apart, and I'm left barely able to contain my laughter.
And I can't really say something went wrong... cause it didn't. It went right.
seriously, I'm in on the joke, or rather, it's funny. It may not make sense, but I'm amused.
Heavens help me if I ever need to fight someone again.
Then again, maybe when I laugh, they'll see how silly it all is as well.
Or they don't, and I die.
either way, I guess I win.
state of being