Author: Veridanya (暗 and 軽 collaborating)
Genre: Romance, angst
Rating: NC-17 [For this chapter]
Pairing: SakurAiba, Ohmiya (hinted), SakuMoto (one-sided)
Disclaimer: we don't own them (We wish tho... T_T)
Summary: Can you forget the person you loved the most once? Can you forget the person whose existence marked you? Could you forget your first love?
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“Oh shit, shit, shit!” Aiba screamed jumping out of the bed. “This can’t be real, this can’t be real!”
He pinched himself, but the proofs were too many as to not believe it. There in his bed was lying Sho… naked. Aiba alternated his gaze between Sakurai, that was still sleeping and his own naked body, feeling himself quite sore.
“No way, no way! NO WAY!” Aiba shouted and the other guy stirred in his sleep. Aware of his state, Aiba grabbed the first piece of clothe he found and covered himself. This couldn’t be happening.
“Ah! Good morning Aiba-chan!”
“YOU!!! WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME?”
“Eh? What have I…? As fast as I remember it was you the one begging me”
What was he saying, this wasn’t making any sense. He was sore, his head was aching like crazy, and he was about to start crying from frustration at any time.
“Leave. Now”
Sho stared at him confused.
“Wha-what?”
“Leave!” Aiba started to pick Sho’s clothes to throw them at him. Once a confused and hurt looking Sho was dressed, he pushed him out of his apartment.
As he closed the door, he stared at all the empty cans over the floor of his living room and the small table.
“Just what happened last night…?”
Luckily enough, it was his day off and didn’t have to go to work, so he went to the kitchen to drink some water and painkillers. He went to his bed and stayed there staring at the ceiling. Sudden flashes of the previous night coming to his mind. He kissing him, Sho’s hands all over his body…
“Wait… was he telling the truth?”
He tried to concentrate on the previous night, trying to remember the most he could…
Sho appeared before his door last night with a pack of beer.
“Peace offer”
And he allowed him to come it, to take the chance to clear things. But after giving it a thought, he didn’t want to talk, so he just opted to drink.
“ok, not talking then”
Aiba started to sip down his beer, the same as Sakurai. And by the time they realized, they had already finished the pack that Sho had brought and were assaulting Aiba’s fridge for more.
“Wow… we really drink a lot…”
Aiba tried to keep remembering…
Before he realized, he was getting closer to Sho, who was looking at him with an amusing look.
“Masaki…” Sho’s voiced sounded full of amusement, half giggling when he said his name. But instead of making him back off, he kept getting closer to Sho.
“Yes, Sho-chan…” Aiba was now just inches away from Sho.
“What are you doing?” This time Sho’s tone was getting more serious, but Aiba didn’t stop, he didn’t want to stop.
“This” It was the last thing he said before attacking Sho’s lips.
“Wait… Masaki, you’re so drunk…”
“So are you, and wasn’t this what you wanted?” And kissed him until Sho kiss him back and started to touch him.
Aiba came back to the present, covering his face with his hands.
“Wait, wait! No way… I-I kissed him?” Aiba’s mind was going crazy, all he tried to avoid had happened, and it was his fault. He wasn’t sure if he wanted to remember the rest of the night, but flash backs were constantly appearing inside his mind.
They were still kissing as they were moving towards Aiba’s bedroom, with Aiba desperately fighting to get rid of the other’s shirt.
“You should really stop, before you regret it” Sho said pulling him away for a second and push him against the wall. The only response Aiba gave him, was smack his lips against Sho’s to make him shut up and pushing his hips against the other guy’s crutch
“This can’t be real” Aiba sat on the floor clearly not finding any sense of all this crazy memories
“But wasn’t me, it was his fault. He wanted to make me drunk and do…THAT!” he said out loud, trying to convince himself more than for anything else
Both of them were already on the bed, he was on top of Sho, unbuckling his belt and unzipping his pants while Sho kept kissing him, going down to his neck, making him moan louder every time.
With every flashback Aiba stated to lose it even more
Soon both of them were naked, Sho touching him, kissing him while he felt his member rubbing against his leg
“Sho-chan…I…want you inside me” he said making Sho stop to look at him
“This is wrong Aiba, you’re too drunk” Sho stood up and started to look for his clothes
He grabbed Sho’s wrist and pull him close again, making their gaze meet
“Please…I want you to make love to me”
So Sakurai wasn’t lying…? He…He had asked for it. It was his entire fault he lied on the floor looking at the ceiling, while the flash backs kept coming
Sho touching him again, while his moans were getting louder, Sho’s mouth all over his body, until he reached his member and making him shiver once Sho’s lips made contact with the hot skin. He begged and yelled for more, more of his touches, more of his mouth in his body…
“Sho, please…I want to feel you inside me….” He demanded trying to catch his breath “Now!”
Sho didn’t talk, he moved his hands to his hips pulling him a bit up, and started to prepare him with his fingers, until he was ready and then he replaced his fingers with his member making Aiba scream in pain
Aiba shivered with the image on his mind, he couldn’t believe how things escalated to that point and how it had been him the one who started it all.
Once the pain had gone, he ordered Sho to move, Sho was trying to do it slowly but again Aiba became bossy and demanded him to do it faster and harder and Sakurai certainly did making him release moans with a mix of pain and pleasure in them
“I love you Masaki” said Sho before releasing inside him
“I-I..oh god!...I lo…v...” he couldn’t finish his phrase when he reached the climax
Aiba stood up as quick as if the floor was on fire
“No fucking way I almost said the L word!” he screamed with horror “God Masaki! You idiot, idiot, idiot!” he started walking back and forth through the hallway “This was a mistake!...yeah! a mistake” he started to said out loud “we were drunk like hell to think, so that was all. This won’t happen again”
He smiled satisfied on his resolution that this was caused just for the alcohol on their system.
“Never again Sakurai, NEVER!” he screamed as reassurance that this had been a onetime only thing.
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A/N: Hi it's me! (軽) Sooo! finally sexy times for Sakuraiba! was what you expected, loved it, hated it?? Let us know! I know that my partner in crime 暗 liked it xD. Thanks for the comments and the love!