My Paradise (One Shot)
Author: Veridanya (暗)
Beta reader: 軽
Length: One-shot
Genre: Fluff, Romance
Rating : PG
Pairing: SakurAiba
Disclaimer: I don't own them, just the story
Summary: After all the pain, all the tears, Sho finally found his calm after the storm, the light that saved him.
A/N: This is my first fic ever. Never thought I would end up writing fics... but surprisingly I'm really enjoying it! The story itself if a mix of fiction and experience, so hope that, if anybody reads it, would enjoy it. Everybody needs that something or someone to bring light to their lifes...
He was looking out of the window, recalling how his whole life changed. He still smiles anytime he thinks about the moment he appeared in his life when that was a mess, when he thought living was worthless. They were about to celebrate their 2nd anniversary soon and enter in their 3rd year together, wasn't that incredible?
"Sho-chan! Come back from your planet! What are you thinking?" His lover pouted at him.
"Ah, gomen Masaki, I was... just thinking about us," he said while blushing "and I can really say that I will thank the universe everyday for putting you in my path."
He was looking to Aiba directly into his eyes, trying to letting he know through his gaze how much he love him.
"Sho-chan, why you coming with that now?" he laughed with his cheeks in bright red "You know, I´m also thankful for having you in my life." With that he kissed his lovers lips tenderly at first, but letting it become wilder, Sho started to feel his boyfriend hand under his shirt and how he moved it towards his chest, soon the heat in the room went up and they felt one while making love, as if nothing mattered outside that room. All that matters was them, and that moment they were sharing.
*
He looked at his boyfriend sleeping calmly still naked beside him with that innocent smile of his. He couldn't avoid smiling, he really loves that guy. He saved him in his darkest time; he had been with him even in his moments of deep pain, saving him everytime. He was his charming prince, always ready to save him. Sho was so thankful for having him, but also sad thinking that he hadn't done anything for him, even though he loves him, he was the one that always receive, always with the feeling that he wasn't giving him enough... that he deserves much more than he could gave him. But he couldn't move from his side, he needed him so badly... he really loves him.
Four years ago, he moved alone, far away from his family, from his friends. As time passed, things started to get worse and worse, and suddenly, he found himself sunk in the pain, feeling lonely, desperate. He had nobody, his family was so far away and felt he couldn't trust anybody, everybody used him and he let them use him... and found himself hating himself, every part of him was awful and he was useless, worthless. Then he found somebody, and he thought he had finally found love but it was just an illusion, he was just using him as everybody was. And he used him till he got tired and then threw him away like a used tissue, letting him sink more and more in his self-destruction.
He thought he would never trust anybody again; building walls around him and letting everybody outside. He was so tired of living. That was when he appeared, his prince with the shiny armor, offering him his smile, his sweet words. With the time, he started to find himself smiling everytime he remembered his smile, and fell deeper and deeper in love with that guy. After the storm, he finally started to see the light, but he was still scared. He loved him so much, but was so scared that he would get tired of him and threw him away as everybody did, so he started to feel unsecure around Aiba, fearing that he would leave him in any moment. That's why he decided to get away from him before Aiba would decide to abandon him.
"Aiba, I think we should stop talking..."
"Why? Have I done something bad? Have I hurt you? I'm so sorry Sho-chan! I'm sorry if I've done something bad." Aiba started to cry and Sho was just speechless looking at the man he loves crying so desperately,
"You... you've done nothing wrong... it's just... it's m.e"
He started to cry too, he just couldn't speak anymore, he didn't want to leave that guy... he loved him with all his heart
"I will do anything, this is my fault... I'm sorry but please Sho, don't leave me." He couldn't stand seeing his love suffering, he had never expected things to turn that way
"Aiba... I don't wanna leave you... I... I love you,"
"Sho-chan, I love you too. Please stay with me."
"But…" he couldn't say anything more, Aiba sealed his lips with a kiss and then moved to his teary eyes, whipping the tears with his lips
"Sho, I love you, please don't leave me.".
That was a long time ago; Sho had already forgotten the pain, the bad moments. This time with Aiba had been the best time of his life. It would be a lie telling that he wasn't afraid of losing him, he was still so insecure about himself. But he trusts him, he trust Aiba when he says that he won't leave him. He trusts him when he says he loves him.
Aiba opened his eyes and found his lover looking at him with a calm smile.
"Masaki, I love you and I always will." Warm tears started to roll on his cheeks after having said that.
"I know I don't deserve you, I know I can't do anything for you…" Aiba cut his words with a kiss
"I love you Sho-chan, I really love you so much. You are the best thing that ever happened in my life, and all I want is having you by my side. That's enough for me."
He really was his light, the "something" that worthed all the pain. He would never regret his bad moments or his pain because now he had him... he was his light, his calm after the storm... his paradise.
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Beta reader: 軽
Length: One-shot
Genre: Fluff, Romance
Rating : PG
Pairing: SakurAiba
Disclaimer: I don't own them, just the story
Summary: After all the pain, all the tears, Sho finally found his calm after the storm, the light that saved him.
A/N: This is my first fic ever. Never thought I would end up writing fics... but surprisingly I'm really enjoying it! The story itself if a mix of fiction and experience, so hope that, if anybody reads it, would enjoy it. Everybody needs that something or someone to bring light to their lifes...
He was looking out of the window, recalling how his whole life changed. He still smiles anytime he thinks about the moment he appeared in his life when that was a mess, when he thought living was worthless. They were about to celebrate their 2nd anniversary soon and enter in their 3rd year together, wasn't that incredible?
"Sho-chan! Come back from your planet! What are you thinking?" His lover pouted at him.
"Ah, gomen Masaki, I was... just thinking about us," he said while blushing "and I can really say that I will thank the universe everyday for putting you in my path."
He was looking to Aiba directly into his eyes, trying to letting he know through his gaze how much he love him.
"Sho-chan, why you coming with that now?" he laughed with his cheeks in bright red "You know, I´m also thankful for having you in my life." With that he kissed his lovers lips tenderly at first, but letting it become wilder, Sho started to feel his boyfriend hand under his shirt and how he moved it towards his chest, soon the heat in the room went up and they felt one while making love, as if nothing mattered outside that room. All that matters was them, and that moment they were sharing.
*
He looked at his boyfriend sleeping calmly still naked beside him with that innocent smile of his. He couldn't avoid smiling, he really loves that guy. He saved him in his darkest time; he had been with him even in his moments of deep pain, saving him everytime. He was his charming prince, always ready to save him. Sho was so thankful for having him, but also sad thinking that he hadn't done anything for him, even though he loves him, he was the one that always receive, always with the feeling that he wasn't giving him enough... that he deserves much more than he could gave him. But he couldn't move from his side, he needed him so badly... he really loves him.
Four years ago, he moved alone, far away from his family, from his friends. As time passed, things started to get worse and worse, and suddenly, he found himself sunk in the pain, feeling lonely, desperate. He had nobody, his family was so far away and felt he couldn't trust anybody, everybody used him and he let them use him... and found himself hating himself, every part of him was awful and he was useless, worthless. Then he found somebody, and he thought he had finally found love but it was just an illusion, he was just using him as everybody was. And he used him till he got tired and then threw him away like a used tissue, letting him sink more and more in his self-destruction.
He thought he would never trust anybody again; building walls around him and letting everybody outside. He was so tired of living. That was when he appeared, his prince with the shiny armor, offering him his smile, his sweet words. With the time, he started to find himself smiling everytime he remembered his smile, and fell deeper and deeper in love with that guy. After the storm, he finally started to see the light, but he was still scared. He loved him so much, but was so scared that he would get tired of him and threw him away as everybody did, so he started to feel unsecure around Aiba, fearing that he would leave him in any moment. That's why he decided to get away from him before Aiba would decide to abandon him.
"Aiba, I think we should stop talking..."
"Why? Have I done something bad? Have I hurt you? I'm so sorry Sho-chan! I'm sorry if I've done something bad." Aiba started to cry and Sho was just speechless looking at the man he loves crying so desperately,
"You... you've done nothing wrong... it's just... it's m.e"
He started to cry too, he just couldn't speak anymore, he didn't want to leave that guy... he loved him with all his heart
"I will do anything, this is my fault... I'm sorry but please Sho, don't leave me." He couldn't stand seeing his love suffering, he had never expected things to turn that way
"Aiba... I don't wanna leave you... I... I love you,"
"Sho-chan, I love you too. Please stay with me."
"But…" he couldn't say anything more, Aiba sealed his lips with a kiss and then moved to his teary eyes, whipping the tears with his lips
"Sho, I love you, please don't leave me.".
That was a long time ago; Sho had already forgotten the pain, the bad moments. This time with Aiba had been the best time of his life. It would be a lie telling that he wasn't afraid of losing him, he was still so insecure about himself. But he trusts him, he trust Aiba when he says that he won't leave him. He trusts him when he says he loves him.
Aiba opened his eyes and found his lover looking at him with a calm smile.
"Masaki, I love you and I always will." Warm tears started to roll on his cheeks after having said that.
"I know I don't deserve you, I know I can't do anything for you…" Aiba cut his words with a kiss
"I love you Sho-chan, I really love you so much. You are the best thing that ever happened in my life, and all I want is having you by my side. That's enough for me."
He really was his light, the "something" that worthed all the pain. He would never regret his bad moments or his pain because now he had him... he was his light, his calm after the storm... his paradise.
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