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SO it's come to my attention today...well yesterday really, but brought up again today...that this has basically been a rant spot for a mentally unstable emo pissed off sad suicidal shadow of my former self.
I want you all to know...yes. At one point or another, I probably meant every word in this. It was my venting spot where nobody I didn't trust could see. I was melting down, and I wish I could say it was slowly but it really wasn't. Soon as I started with Emo Princess, that whole strong individual I used to be started to just...collapse. The rabbit made it even worse and kitten was a pretty rough coup de grace.
I just wanted to say - that's it. I was sick of being so utterly weak to allow other people to do that. You know that one Seth you all knew? The one nobody could really touch? The one that held himself up because he didn't know how to hang on to other people? If not, you will.
He's back. For good.
I want you all to know...yes. At one point or another, I probably meant every word in this. It was my venting spot where nobody I didn't trust could see. I was melting down, and I wish I could say it was slowly but it really wasn't. Soon as I started with Emo Princess, that whole strong individual I used to be started to just...collapse. The rabbit made it even worse and kitten was a pretty rough coup de grace.
I just wanted to say - that's it. I was sick of being so utterly weak to allow other people to do that. You know that one Seth you all knew? The one nobody could really touch? The one that held himself up because he didn't know how to hang on to other people? If not, you will.
He's back. For good.