Love Song
AS YOU CAN SEE, THIS IS A REALLY OLD ENTRY. WONDER WHY? THIS IS NOW A FRIENDS ONLY LIVEJOURNAL. PLEASE COMMENT ON THIS ENTRY AND TELL ME TO ADD YOU AS A FRIEND.
now on to the last non friends only entry..
I went to the coast today with Nick and some of his co workers. It was nice. I love sand, and I love sea creatures, and I love the coast.
I'm going to get my haircut tomorrow at 10am before school registration because I have to get my picture taken and my hair's crappy. I'm going at 11:15 tomorrow and i'll be greeted by everyone I didn't see this summer= "OMG YOU BITCH WHY DIDN'T YOU CALL ME" Or just kinda awkward glances cause we said we'd hang out but we never did. Oh god I seriously haven't hung out/seen ANYONE from North this summer. I've been hanging out with South kids the whole time this is gonna be so shocking i'm gonna see...oh gosh. lol. this is lol
I feel like a failure. I didn't learn how to drive this summer and my parents really wanted me to. I haven't quit smoking yet and I should if I want to do well in school, but i'm telling myself that maybe that won't affect my performance that much.
So much for denial. I don't understand myself. I don't understand why I beleive that no one else understands me. lol I don't deserve anything. I really don't understand myself. And i'm not sure if i'm gonna like this whole school thing. With all those kids. :/ FUCK. I play mindgames with myself. lol. this is too lol. Thank you, laid-back facade...
now on to the last non friends only entry..
I went to the coast today with Nick and some of his co workers. It was nice. I love sand, and I love sea creatures, and I love the coast.
I'm going to get my haircut tomorrow at 10am before school registration because I have to get my picture taken and my hair's crappy. I'm going at 11:15 tomorrow and i'll be greeted by everyone I didn't see this summer= "OMG YOU BITCH WHY DIDN'T YOU CALL ME" Or just kinda awkward glances cause we said we'd hang out but we never did. Oh god I seriously haven't hung out/seen ANYONE from North this summer. I've been hanging out with South kids the whole time this is gonna be so shocking i'm gonna see...oh gosh. lol. this is lol
I feel like a failure. I didn't learn how to drive this summer and my parents really wanted me to. I haven't quit smoking yet and I should if I want to do well in school, but i'm telling myself that maybe that won't affect my performance that much.
So much for denial. I don't understand myself. I don't understand why I beleive that no one else understands me. lol I don't deserve anything. I really don't understand myself. And i'm not sure if i'm gonna like this whole school thing. With all those kids. :/ FUCK. I play mindgames with myself. lol. this is too lol. Thank you, laid-back facade...