life decisions... never rains, but it pours...
Well, I'm probably gonna live like a crazy woman for the next few years, but anyway... I've made some decisions about my life...
1. I'm signing up for a masters degree in "Information Science". This will mean adding studying to my busy schedule. Hopefully I might be able to do some of the studies at work's expence, but am doubtful, considering the idiot who runs us, but well, I've signed up and if they won't let me study durin' the day, I will have to leave and find a job that will be suitable.
2. I'm gonna try getting prego again... and this will mean, I will kill myself (if I get prego)... with: Work, Studying, Home&Family... + Pregnancy...
3. I still want to keep up with my dieting... i.e., I will need to cook... which won't leave much time to do much else... and if I will get preggy, who knows if I'd be able to keep this up, not to mention, who knows what I will tolerate...
I'm gonna spread the second degree over 3 years instead of two... and if I can't cope, I might take a break for a year in between, so I can raise the second potential child, and then continue... but I will do this degree, and I will change things about my life, even if it takes me time and I go bonkers...
Am scared re potential economical effects, esp. cause we are also due for a house move in a less than a year's time... I hope hubby will be brave enough for all of this. I won't be able to do it without him...
HUGS to memento1