room for improvement
Hey! so i'm sorry its been a few days (it'll probably be like that once school starts, too). I just got distracted for a bit.
Anyway, I've lost 4 lbs since i started this journal, which is awesome! go me! i've done really great on my diet the last few days and i think these pills are really working :)!!
Andew and I are offically broken up. we got in a really big the other day and said some pretty shitty things to each other, but yesterday we fixed a lot of it. he even said he was reading the book i got him! which, if that is true, will help us out a TON. i just still dont know what i'm going to do about the camping trip. maybe i'll have to start a fight or something right before i go, so he doesnt call me.
my big sis suggested that i tell him i'm going to her cabin, so i think i'll do that. i love him and i dont want to lie to him, but if i tell him im going to hang out with mark he'll dump me for sure. although maybe at this point that what i need.
i cant help thinking how nice it would be to date someone my family really likes. or someone who comes up behind you and gives you a big hug. or someone who sits and listens to you when you're having a bad day and really tries to help. i guess i just want to be cared for. i feel like i do most of the caring.
i've decided if i can have 2 things for my birthday, i want an apple computer and a massage. also, i need to find a new job for when school starts. i've spent pretty much everything i've earned this summer. i'm sooo pissed, because the whole reason i got a job was so that i'd have money during the school year. gaaaahh!
so anyway, that's the update. back soon.
cw: 107
Anyway, I've lost 4 lbs since i started this journal, which is awesome! go me! i've done really great on my diet the last few days and i think these pills are really working :)!!
Andew and I are offically broken up. we got in a really big the other day and said some pretty shitty things to each other, but yesterday we fixed a lot of it. he even said he was reading the book i got him! which, if that is true, will help us out a TON. i just still dont know what i'm going to do about the camping trip. maybe i'll have to start a fight or something right before i go, so he doesnt call me.
my big sis suggested that i tell him i'm going to her cabin, so i think i'll do that. i love him and i dont want to lie to him, but if i tell him im going to hang out with mark he'll dump me for sure. although maybe at this point that what i need.
i cant help thinking how nice it would be to date someone my family really likes. or someone who comes up behind you and gives you a big hug. or someone who sits and listens to you when you're having a bad day and really tries to help. i guess i just want to be cared for. i feel like i do most of the caring.
i've decided if i can have 2 things for my birthday, i want an apple computer and a massage. also, i need to find a new job for when school starts. i've spent pretty much everything i've earned this summer. i'm sooo pissed, because the whole reason i got a job was so that i'd have money during the school year. gaaaahh!
so anyway, that's the update. back soon.
cw: 107