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[verdantdream]

alex and chelie & anyone else who doesn't find my boy talk tiring: the date was sort of ehhh and sort of fun. i think there was too much actual conversation and not enough poetry--although he did make me a cd and lend me a book andandand...i'm very ambivalent, but i'm going to ny this weekend and i guess if i think about him i'll see him again and if i don't i'll end it.

O & the willpower i'm exercising in not stooping to that level. even though that little passiveaggressive comment is sort of crouching/kneeling to that level. but grrr

i wish i was a mathematician.
or an undersea lipstickflower.