i'm ridiculous--this is a very long entry about boys and clothing
yesterday i stood up mon garcon charmant. quelle dommage! it wasn't my fault---it was a whole cell phone fiasco, nonetheless he waited for me in harvard sq. in the rain
anyway i don't really care...why?
cuz i have a date tuesday
however, there is a critical matter up in the air
and i need your opinion
so here's the necessary background information:
he is a writer of some (unknown number) years my senior
he works in starbucks and goes to grad school
we talk about books and he's really nice and i could see myself really liking him in a comfortable wonderful way
i'm almost attracted to him...
anyway: whenever i'm doing work in the coffeeshop i look like shit...so the critical question is WHAT TO WEAR
i know its thursday, but you can't leave something so important to the last minute
(i'm mostly kidding)
(but i also totally want you to tell me what to wear)
so here are the options:
a) normal makeboyswantmeensemble---midriff, glossy eyed--anyway you know what i look like when i'm slutty(but i think not, cuz that'd make him feel like a pediphile, and change the whole dynamic, and i'd be objectifying myself in a way i think i want to stop)
b) big earrings, strategic mascara, tight jeans, some sort of turtleneck--oso coffeeshop (but he'd be really scared, i think--he's never seen me look attractive before)
c) nicegirlish: plain, minimalish makeup...but what about earrings? what earrings do nice girls wear?(and wouldn't that be like stifling my personality or something)
d) no boots...absolutely no boots...i don't want to wear a monogrammed bag either....i only have monogrammed bags
e) well...these have stopped looking like real options
anyway, tell me how to look like me...but in a sort of innocuous way?
anyway i don't really care...why?
cuz i have a date tuesday
however, there is a critical matter up in the air
and i need your opinion
so here's the necessary background information:
he is a writer of some (unknown number) years my senior
he works in starbucks and goes to grad school
we talk about books and he's really nice and i could see myself really liking him in a comfortable wonderful way
i'm almost attracted to him...
anyway: whenever i'm doing work in the coffeeshop i look like shit...so the critical question is WHAT TO WEAR
i know its thursday, but you can't leave something so important to the last minute
(i'm mostly kidding)
(but i also totally want you to tell me what to wear)
so here are the options:
a) normal makeboyswantmeensemble---midriff, glossy eyed--anyway you know what i look like when i'm slutty(but i think not, cuz that'd make him feel like a pediphile, and change the whole dynamic, and i'd be objectifying myself in a way i think i want to stop)
b) big earrings, strategic mascara, tight jeans, some sort of turtleneck--oso coffeeshop (but he'd be really scared, i think--he's never seen me look attractive before)
c) nicegirlish: plain, minimalish makeup...but what about earrings? what earrings do nice girls wear?(and wouldn't that be like stifling my personality or something)
d) no boots...absolutely no boots...i don't want to wear a monogrammed bag either....i only have monogrammed bags
e) well...these have stopped looking like real options
anyway, tell me how to look like me...but in a sort of innocuous way?