Oct 18, 2005 15:08
I have a visa to Vietnam.
I have 2/4 essays done for grad school applications.
I have spent more than 500 dollars in the past week on a year's worth of birth control, 4 weeks worth of malaria medication, a polio vaccine, a typhoid vaccine, and an HIV screening.
I just realized I'm leaving in about two weeks.
I don't know what's more frightening, not getting into grad school or getting in.
I wish I could flash forward about 3 years.
I feel very isolated and alone. I'm tired of going days without seeing anyone but my parents. I want to talk to you, yes you, but I'm afraid to call without a reason. You are probably very busy and don't have time to chat.