(no subject)

[verbosity]

i found what once we two had shared and tried to give it to you twice too late. you wouldn't take it, too. i've noticed that my instincts toward are a decent indicator of what i should avoid but i usually ignore them. knee-deep in black and wretching and surrounded by singular movements that could mean the end of this forced immobility; sucked down to my chin or with thirty-six sharp ones in the jugular. i'd take it in the chin but i don't want to i'm completely finished with taking people as parts of a life members of a set to be broken replaced factored or repaired when there is no matrix. it belittles the spectacular achievement of conversation and relation.

i have to re-take the SAT test a little.