quick, cryptic defeatist words.
when it rains, it pours. not much time until I have to jettison to work, so I guess its a good time for bulletpoints.
*car stopped moving a couple weeks ago. it ran, but would not move forward or backward... dad "looked" at - ie: gunning the accelerator until I hear bits of my engine scraped, crack and fall onto the parking lot of my job. warranting me being figuratively grounded for 5 days and paying for a new transmission.
*job still driving me insane. no further explanation necessary.
*furnace dead. *yet* again, just on the cusp of one of Ohio's coldest days/nights yet this year. spent most of the day under "blanket mountain" (5 thick blankets) in full clothing trying to keep warm. it felt safe though.
*strange dream fest 2006 continues with the ever-happy vivid Dave death scene. apocalyptic dreamscape be damned. (yes, most of you will not even understand this... I have some catching up to do)
I really may come back to visit these topics at one time or another... all I know, is that I probably won't be paying off these student loans in my previously hoped time frame (barring any deital intervention) and thusly, getting out of this hell-hole of a county/state/country... whatever.
on the plus side, my appetite is dropping off again.
that's it. work. whee. really.
*car stopped moving a couple weeks ago. it ran, but would not move forward or backward... dad "looked" at - ie: gunning the accelerator until I hear bits of my engine scraped, crack and fall onto the parking lot of my job. warranting me being figuratively grounded for 5 days and paying for a new transmission.
*job still driving me insane. no further explanation necessary.
*furnace dead. *yet* again, just on the cusp of one of Ohio's coldest days/nights yet this year. spent most of the day under "blanket mountain" (5 thick blankets) in full clothing trying to keep warm. it felt safe though.
*strange dream fest 2006 continues with the ever-happy vivid Dave death scene. apocalyptic dreamscape be damned. (yes, most of you will not even understand this... I have some catching up to do)
I really may come back to visit these topics at one time or another... all I know, is that I probably won't be paying off these student loans in my previously hoped time frame (barring any deital intervention) and thusly, getting out of this hell-hole of a county/state/country... whatever.
on the plus side, my appetite is dropping off again.
that's it. work. whee. really.