judgment day
what is it that worries so much about other people's opinions of us, or their judgment? why is it that we worry so much about how other people may or may not view our actions as an indication of our poor character or not? i try to not be judgmental and be openminded but that has often times fcked me over.
and how is that these judgments sometimes drive us to lie or embellish the truth?
i sometimes found msyelf embellishing the truth .. for no reason at all. i found myself straight LYING about stupid shit, for no reason.. well there was a reason.. because i had done something not so great and i didnt want to be judged for it. but im horrible at lying, becuas ei dont remember when i do (which is why ive leaned more on the side of always telling the truth, because i cant keep up any lie) and why should i care what people say. i have no explanation.
i'm ready to move and get the hell out of new york now. a fresh start is needed, a break from the same old routine and from this crazy city for awhile perhaps to bring a new perspective.
and how is that these judgments sometimes drive us to lie or embellish the truth?
i sometimes found msyelf embellishing the truth .. for no reason at all. i found myself straight LYING about stupid shit, for no reason.. well there was a reason.. because i had done something not so great and i didnt want to be judged for it. but im horrible at lying, becuas ei dont remember when i do (which is why ive leaned more on the side of always telling the truth, because i cant keep up any lie) and why should i care what people say. i have no explanation.
i'm ready to move and get the hell out of new york now. a fresh start is needed, a break from the same old routine and from this crazy city for awhile perhaps to bring a new perspective.