school has started
& that means at least a month of slight depression, especially when it starts to get darker earlier. i say this every year, but i need to find a way to fix this. it's a weird feeling because it's like i almost feel a lack of love also, & i cling to anyone i care about.
this thing, SAD, i feel really holds me back a lot & will continue to do so. it's one of the reasons i left SVA last year & even though it doesn't last it's really hard to push myself through even the slightest difficult things. i'd hate to resort to meds for something that seems so insignificant, but when i'm in this state i'd do anything to overcome it.
this thing, SAD, i feel really holds me back a lot & will continue to do so. it's one of the reasons i left SVA last year & even though it doesn't last it's really hard to push myself through even the slightest difficult things. i'd hate to resort to meds for something that seems so insignificant, but when i'm in this state i'd do anything to overcome it.