Loss is hard

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Sometimes I miss Danielle and Bella so much that I get this ache in my chest.  It is unreal.  And then it goes away.  And I readjust to my new life. 
Sundays are bad days.  I don't care for them at all really. 
I accidentally washed Mike's cell phone in his jeans.  Oops. 
I have been watching the OC alot.  It is sooooooooooo bad.  I love it.