I should start writing again.
1. Last night I had a dream where my boyfriend walked in on a semi-nude Ben Barnes in my room, at approximately 6:30 in the morning. The feeling we had towards each other (that is to say, Ben Barns and I [er, in my dream, that is - I haven't even met Ben Barnes]) was more of a fierce comradery, rather than the BOW-CHIKA-BOW-WOW that you'd expect in dreams like these. I don't even find him that attractive in real life. Very strange.
2. I have a feeling that I completely bombed my Greek Mythology test, and that leaves me with a very awkward feeling. Primarily because I thought it was going to be a simple, easy course, and also because grad school applications are almost due and I really would like a boost of confidence right around now. Like, say, a 95% on my Short Story test would be ideal.
3. Requested graduation today. Again, not feeling particularly good about it.
4. The lotion I tried to make yesterday never solidified on me, and it's still all liquidy and crappy. When I dripped some on my hands and rubbed it into my skin, it still felt oily, even after adding some cornstarch. It kinda sucks. I need to get emuilsifying wax/beeswax/other emulsifying ingredient (HEY HEY HEY, SOAP IS BOTH POLAR AAAAND NON-POLAR) that is not soap, and try again. I tried to use soap as an emulsifier and, while the oils and water never seperated, it also created an assload of foam when I went to whip it. I think for my next formula I'm going to try using Olive Butter, Cocoa Butter, Apricot Kernel Oil, and Joboba Oil - much less greasy and the such. Everything about fetuscompany kinda sucks right now. I mainly need an assload of money to buy shit to play with. And I really want to try making soap from scratch, except for the whole burning chemicals thing (and the ultrafailings so far thing). Must persist.
2. I have a feeling that I completely bombed my Greek Mythology test, and that leaves me with a very awkward feeling. Primarily because I thought it was going to be a simple, easy course, and also because grad school applications are almost due and I really would like a boost of confidence right around now. Like, say, a 95% on my Short Story test would be ideal.
3. Requested graduation today. Again, not feeling particularly good about it.
4. The lotion I tried to make yesterday never solidified on me, and it's still all liquidy and crappy. When I dripped some on my hands and rubbed it into my skin, it still felt oily, even after adding some cornstarch. It kinda sucks. I need to get emuilsifying wax/beeswax/other emulsifying ingredient (HEY HEY HEY, SOAP IS BOTH POLAR AAAAND NON-POLAR) that is not soap, and try again. I tried to use soap as an emulsifier and, while the oils and water never seperated, it also created an assload of foam when I went to whip it. I think for my next formula I'm going to try using Olive Butter, Cocoa Butter, Apricot Kernel Oil, and Joboba Oil - much less greasy and the such. Everything about fetuscompany kinda sucks right now. I mainly need an assload of money to buy shit to play with. And I really want to try making soap from scratch, except for the whole burning chemicals thing (and the ultrafailings so far thing). Must persist.