problems. problems. problems.

[verawnyka]

so i passed out in church today it was really scary. like 7 or 8 people where there when i finnally came thru. and i didnt get to go to freakin communion. i really tried. but ass soon as i got up... there i went. i dunno. this just makes everything worse. now i got freakin doctor appointments to worry about and hope nothings wrong.(long story) and then freakin school was supposed to be awsome.and the first two days have already been hell and im just so frustrated and i dont know. and i have so many things. and ive been thinking about that one thing. and im still confused. and then when i asked god to help me and give me a sign he did and it made matters not really worse but way more confusing. i dunno. i have bible study in like an hour. maybe i can talk to someone there. ok. see ya guys in the clouds.
love,
vernon.

at least my teachers are freakin fierce especially olsen...all but one that is.