Unbelievable

Apr 17, 2012 03:46

I feel so much better since I disabled my OK Cupid account earlier today. I seriously couldn't deal with the stupid. If I wanted to deal with that misogyny and sexism on a daily basis, I'd just try and talk to certain hockey fans. And the one guy I didn't completely hate or loathe, turned around and blamed me for wanting to find friends first on the site. Let me be clear, I wouldn't have minded being dating someone IF they were worth the effort and IF they were willing to look beyond what lay between my legs (hint: I have a bigger set than they do, and it ain't a physical set). It's not fault if I do things differently. It's simply I want more than a young 22-year-old requesting sex when the VERY first thing in bold and italics is "I'm not looking for a fuck buddy."

I'm over it. I'm done. I'm out. I'm tired of trying to make local friends. Fuck it. Ain't no one local, as in an hour around, that wants to hang with me. I met up with one guy once...and never heard from him again. I also logged out of my email account for the site so I'm not tempted to see if anyone's said anything.

I'm also not a dirty little secret. I'm not looking to have sex with someone else's man, open relationship or not. I'm not looking to be a side piece. I. Just. Wanted. A. Friend.

Whatever. At least with some hockey fans I can talk about what I'm watching in chat. Fuck the rest of the world.

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