I just...she...GOD!
So, I woke up about 10:30, before I wanted too (staying with aunt requires a marathon sleep session beforehand), but was going to get up. Until I heard my godmom on the phone. It seems she was talking to my AUNT (yeah, thanks a lot) about my not doing what she wants. See, she keeps telling me to try that thing Montel Williams keeps talking about, for medicine, and I DID do it awhile back. Unfortunately, something must have gone wrong. So I waited to see if I would hear back, but then I refilled it out last night, unbeknownest to her. I can't do anything until we get ink, though. It's saved but can't print it out. So, I hear her on the phone, and this really pissed me off. She called my doctor to confirm I had filled it out. What the ever loving fuck? Am I 10 now? Did someone forget to inform me of that? See, I get touchy about when she starts nagging me about it (dude, talking about it at least four times a day is nagging), especially since my mom has started in on it, too.
So I heard her talking to my aunt on the phone all about this. Like, if they didn't call back before four, she'd try again. Dude, boundaries. She had NO right to call my doc's office, none. Thank goodness they won't tell her at least. That slip of paper I signed rocks. But she just...called. Didn't inform me of the idea, or anything. Just decided to do it on her own. See, this is why I get so pissed off living here. I love her, to death, but that just pissed me the fuck off. I finally got back to sleep about 11 and slept until 1, but I'm still so mad that I'm avoiding her. How DARE she. That's not her place. I'm an adult, and that was something you do for a child. I just...grrr. I'm so mad at her crossing that boundary line, I can't even explain it. And the fact she was talking about it like it was no big deal really upset me too. See, that is why her son's wife made him leave. Because shit like that isn't cool. It's a control thing, and you know, I have enough controlling people in my life. I really don't need anymore.
Honestly, I'm glad I'm leaving for the night now. I'll need it to try and cool off. I had planned to tell her about filling out the paperwork last night, but you know? Fuck that now.
So I heard her talking to my aunt on the phone all about this. Like, if they didn't call back before four, she'd try again. Dude, boundaries. She had NO right to call my doc's office, none. Thank goodness they won't tell her at least. That slip of paper I signed rocks. But she just...called. Didn't inform me of the idea, or anything. Just decided to do it on her own. See, this is why I get so pissed off living here. I love her, to death, but that just pissed me the fuck off. I finally got back to sleep about 11 and slept until 1, but I'm still so mad that I'm avoiding her. How DARE she. That's not her place. I'm an adult, and that was something you do for a child. I just...grrr. I'm so mad at her crossing that boundary line, I can't even explain it. And the fact she was talking about it like it was no big deal really upset me too. See, that is why her son's wife made him leave. Because shit like that isn't cool. It's a control thing, and you know, I have enough controlling people in my life. I really don't need anymore.
Honestly, I'm glad I'm leaving for the night now. I'll need it to try and cool off. I had planned to tell her about filling out the paperwork last night, but you know? Fuck that now.