Life Updates
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In other news, I've been feeling really rundown. I don't just mean, a little here and there. I mean last Friday we went shopping and I had to come home before finishing after eating because I had no energy. Hell, I drove ten minutes from home and back today and that exhausted me today. I haven't been sleeping either. I'll get to bed at 5am and won't get up until nearly 1pm. I have no idea why, either. I suppose that's not entirely true. Some of the problems are stress. I'm pretty tapped right now. School just got out (I did really well, but I don't know my final grade just yet) so that was pretty consuming. My mom has needed me to take her places because of eye issues and money has been tight. Things like that worry me. They probably shouldn't, but they do.
My godmom told my dad how I was feeling and after he saw me today, he called and told her that the worry over me was understandable. I look pale and withdrawn with makeup on, so I'm glad he didn't see me without. I went by his work earlier to get his money for my medical bills. He told me to call the doc, and I did. She didn't get back to me today, so I'll leave another message with her tomorrow. Daddy called godmom by a nickname he hasn't used since he meet the she-devil. That's a good sign. It means the she-devil is losing control over him. They may not divorce (one can wish) but he's getting tired of the bullshit. Go him.
I also heard from my former best friend's mom. Apparently she thought we would feel welcome at the wedding...and she hadn't spoken to us in about a year and a half. Right. I wonder why we felt that way. I mean the bride didn't even include me except for the few dresses shown right after becoming engaged, and then nothing. The mom, who during my teenage years and parental issues offered to let me live in her house, didn't talk to us at the wedding. Of course we're going to feel ignored. She's known my godmom for like 30 years. Oh, no. Feeling cut off from a group of people makes us feel terrific. Supposedly we'll get together after she gets back from the beach next week, but I'm not holding my breath.
Wow, that doesn't read like much, but it sure as shit felt like it. Usually I don't put my grievances on here, but today I don't care. I'm tired and not feeling like sunshine and daises at the moment.