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oooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwww. i hurt. like, everything is kind of sore, but that's really not so bad. it's actually that 'o, i haven't worked those muscles in a while' good kind of sore. except for my left calf, which i apparently fucked up but good. i didn't pull it, but i must've strained it something awful because it feels rather like someone replaced the muscle with a block of wood given how unwilling it is to stretch and move. walking is a bit of a challenge when it's stiffened up. i still haven't figured out what exactly i did to warrant this kind of rebellion. grr.
in other news: baseball is over. the guys lost their first tourney game friday night, and then their second on saturday. since the tourney was double elim, they were out of it pretty fast. dad wasn't thrilled, but i think he was glad for the season to be over. so were the guys- everyone was ready to get back home. i enjoyed it more this year than usual, since i actually got to know a few of the guys- like george. he actually came out here to work by himself last thrusday [the others were too hung over] so me and cody helped out, and i got to talk to him more than i had before. he said that if i come up to new york, i should give him a call and he'd take care of me and show me a good time. he's a sweetie and fun to be around, but i came to the conclusion that, even if it were possible, we wouldn't really work out dating. i hate to be an elitist or whatever, but he's not the brightest crayon in the box and intellect is something i have to have. i think he'd be a fun fling, if i was into that sort of thing, but not anyone i could date seriously. not the smartest cookie, but he is damn attractive.
and then there is the boy in my life who i bounce back and forth about, but who i certainly fits many of my criteria. like intellect. and appreciating/putting up with my utter dorkiness. example: we were talking about how he was going to california at the end of the summer and i started gushing about the getty museum and the getty villa and how i'm dying to go there. he actually went to the getty villa because i'd been so excited about it and sent me a postcard telling me how fantastic it was and assuring me that i'll love it when i finally go. he's so the perfect guy for me in some ways- he's hella smart, funny, sweet, taller than me [heh], a genuinely good guy and i'm ridiculously comfortable being myself around him- but there are times i really think it wouldn't work and i'd lose one of my best friends. makes me unsure how i feel about him. gah.
SEVEN THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:
1. books
2. shoes
3. laptop
4. clothes everywhere
5. soccer gear
6. old letters
7. stuffed animals
SEVEN RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. Do you like anyone (relationship wise)? possibly [see above]
2. Does someone like you? not that i know [probably not]
3. Last kiss? ...fuck you
4. Hold or be held? depends...snuggling is kind of reciprocal
5. Been cheated on? this would require me to have had a relationship...
6. Want a relationship? yes
7. Wanna get married? someday
SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN’T (OR DON’T WANT TO) LIVE WITHOUT:
1. friends
2. family
3. books
4. soccer
5. coffee
6. chocolate
7. books [yes, they're that important...and i can't think of another]
SEVEN OTHER THINGS - DO YOU:
1. Believe in God? maybe not god, per se, but some higher power [or powers]
2. Had a dream come true? hm. college soccer was a happy surprise, so let's say yes.
3. Read the newspaper? on occasion
4. Get enough sleep everyday? i'm a college student, what do you think?
5. Have a best friend? yup
6. Take a bath daily? unless i can't for some reason
7. Wish on stars? falling ones
SEVEN HAVE YOU EVERS:
1. Fallen in love? don't know- maybe?
2. Kissed someone of the same sex? nope
3. Hooked up with someone who had a gf/bf? nope
4. Been to a Bonfire? yup
5. Ran away from home? nope
6. Played strip poker? nope
7. Pulled an all nighter? again- college student. procrastinating college student at that.
SEVEN THINGS IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU:
1. Cried? nope- almost, though
2. Had fun? yea
3. Been kissed? no- well, unless you count on the cheek. then, yes.
4. Felt stupid? uh, yea
5. Talked to an ex? would require that i have an ex...
6. Missed someone? yea
7. Listened to music? yup
in other news: baseball is over. the guys lost their first tourney game friday night, and then their second on saturday. since the tourney was double elim, they were out of it pretty fast. dad wasn't thrilled, but i think he was glad for the season to be over. so were the guys- everyone was ready to get back home. i enjoyed it more this year than usual, since i actually got to know a few of the guys- like george. he actually came out here to work by himself last thrusday [the others were too hung over] so me and cody helped out, and i got to talk to him more than i had before. he said that if i come up to new york, i should give him a call and he'd take care of me and show me a good time. he's a sweetie and fun to be around, but i came to the conclusion that, even if it were possible, we wouldn't really work out dating. i hate to be an elitist or whatever, but he's not the brightest crayon in the box and intellect is something i have to have. i think he'd be a fun fling, if i was into that sort of thing, but not anyone i could date seriously. not the smartest cookie, but he is damn attractive.
and then there is the boy in my life who i bounce back and forth about, but who i certainly fits many of my criteria. like intellect. and appreciating/putting up with my utter dorkiness. example: we were talking about how he was going to california at the end of the summer and i started gushing about the getty museum and the getty villa and how i'm dying to go there. he actually went to the getty villa because i'd been so excited about it and sent me a postcard telling me how fantastic it was and assuring me that i'll love it when i finally go. he's so the perfect guy for me in some ways- he's hella smart, funny, sweet, taller than me [heh], a genuinely good guy and i'm ridiculously comfortable being myself around him- but there are times i really think it wouldn't work and i'd lose one of my best friends. makes me unsure how i feel about him. gah.
SEVEN THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:
1. books
2. shoes
3. laptop
4. clothes everywhere
5. soccer gear
6. old letters
7. stuffed animals
SEVEN RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. Do you like anyone (relationship wise)? possibly [see above]
2. Does someone like you? not that i know [probably not]
3. Last kiss? ...fuck you
4. Hold or be held? depends...snuggling is kind of reciprocal
5. Been cheated on? this would require me to have had a relationship...
6. Want a relationship? yes
7. Wanna get married? someday
SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN’T (OR DON’T WANT TO) LIVE WITHOUT:
1. friends
2. family
3. books
4. soccer
5. coffee
6. chocolate
7. books [yes, they're that important...and i can't think of another]
SEVEN OTHER THINGS - DO YOU:
1. Believe in God? maybe not god, per se, but some higher power [or powers]
2. Had a dream come true? hm. college soccer was a happy surprise, so let's say yes.
3. Read the newspaper? on occasion
4. Get enough sleep everyday? i'm a college student, what do you think?
5. Have a best friend? yup
6. Take a bath daily? unless i can't for some reason
7. Wish on stars? falling ones
SEVEN HAVE YOU EVERS:
1. Fallen in love? don't know- maybe?
2. Kissed someone of the same sex? nope
3. Hooked up with someone who had a gf/bf? nope
4. Been to a Bonfire? yup
5. Ran away from home? nope
6. Played strip poker? nope
7. Pulled an all nighter? again- college student. procrastinating college student at that.
SEVEN THINGS IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU:
1. Cried? nope- almost, though
2. Had fun? yea
3. Been kissed? no- well, unless you count on the cheek. then, yes.
4. Felt stupid? uh, yea
5. Talked to an ex? would require that i have an ex...
6. Missed someone? yea
7. Listened to music? yup