sigh. so, my great aunt audrey died. i was supposed to go skiing with andrew on friday, but instead i'll be driving down to a funeral in maryland for 5 hours, spending 4 or more hours with relatives i haven't seen in about 6 years, and then driving back up, hoping that i still have some semblance of a new years left. she...well, let's just say she was old before her time. i think she was glad to go - her husband, my uncle george, died some years ago. anyway...i just realized how much shit i have to get done before this vacation is over, and i'm not even close. (read: haven't even started). and i'm going to be totally out of shape when practice starts up again. kim is going to murder me. it will be...painful.
life is depressing.
1. It's okay, you don't have to pay/I've got all the change
2. Keep in mind /We’re under the same sky /And the night’s/As empty for me as for you
3. Have you got a place to stay? Why should I care?/When I'm just tryin' to get along, we were friends/But now it's "depend upon a love song"
4. We came together, fell apart/And broke each other's hearts
5. Drowning in a sea of rage/I taste the embrace/Helpless as it steals my soul/I've lost all control
6. You’ve really made the grade/And the papers want to know whose shirts you wear
7. As the tides they draw and close/And the seasons turn again/Will the moon still wax and wane?/Will you always colour the day?
8. So before the light /Hold me again /With all of your might
9. And then he looked right through me/As if I wasn't there
10. Sometimes you're crazy /And you wonder why /I'm such a baby /Cause the Dolphins make me cry
11. Your soul and mind are entwined/Before you I was blind
12. If shame had a face I think it would kind of look like mine/If it had a home would it be my eyes
13. And I’d give it all away /Just to have somewhere to go to
14. Hello, is it me you're looking for? /'Cause I wonder where you are /And I wonder what you do /Are you somewhere feeling lonely or is someone loving you?
15. Every bus, every train/Every cab, every lane is JAMMED/So I looked to the sky/And I reached for the planes with my hands
16. Well, she was just 17/You know what I mean/And the way she looked was way beyond compare.
17. And when I hurt/Hurting runs off my shoulder/How can I hurt when holding you
18. And if you'd get inside my head, then you'd understand/Then you'd understand me/Why I've felt so alone, why I kept myself from love/And you became my favorite drug
19. It's so much easier/When sea foam green/Is in fashion
20. As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death/I take a look at my life/And realize there's nothing left