Sadness
A profound sadness came over me 1st August and its not lifting. Nothing amuses me. I think I'm broken. Vancon will be my last con for a while-cannot justify the expense any more. I live the life of a hermit because I'm saving for cons. I'm unsure of what lies beyond Vancon because I've been saving for one trip or another for 10 years and after this.. there are none. Nothing planned. Nothing being considered. Just, empty.