"I woke up early this mornin', 'round 4 am"
My life in plusses and minuses, stolen from yatsuatari.
+ my iTunes
+ public library DVDs
- my mom
- my dad
- my utter failure to get in shape whatsoever
- stupid boy who isn't calling me back
- botching this whole boy-coming-to-visit thing
- not getting any of said boy's phone calls this afternoon
- possibility that boy is lying about phone calls, because I have no missed calls
- not knowing what the hell I'll be doing with my life
+ memories brought up by songs on iTunes
*timing of boy liking me:
+ he liked my more at first
- I resisted at first
- I may like him more than he likes me now (not that that's necessarily terrible, but we should like each other equally, n'est pas?
- he's probably drunkenly forgotten to call me now
- lying about this journal, namely that it doesn't exist
- talking about him on my journal
- not being able to be totally honest to anyone; my family, him, or my friends
- screwing up every relationship I'm ever in
- the feeling i get not because I'm lying to my parents but because I know I can never really be honest
+ bands from the UK
+ talking to said boy
- inability to tell him absolutely everything, namely how I don't know if I feel the same way about him that he feels about me
- indecision about true feelings
+ listening to boy
- he's going to be gone for a whole month while I'm in Boston
- needing to know about tomorrow and being nervous about it...
- my aunts coming. not that they're nosy, but it's awkward
+ DVD burners
+ sateillite tv
+ random, or determined-via-complicated-algorithm song lists
+ Coheed & Cambria = memories of senior year
+ FirstClass. I am such a dork
+ Friend list!
+++ cell phone. can you say lifeline? oh non-snoopable calls, what would i do without you?
+ bands from NJ
+ concerts
+ dance parties
+ getting out of my house
+ car = freedom.
Make of that what you will...
+ my iTunes
+ public library DVDs
- my mom
- my dad
- my utter failure to get in shape whatsoever
- stupid boy who isn't calling me back
- botching this whole boy-coming-to-visit thing
- not getting any of said boy's phone calls this afternoon
- possibility that boy is lying about phone calls, because I have no missed calls
- not knowing what the hell I'll be doing with my life
+ memories brought up by songs on iTunes
*timing of boy liking me:
+ he liked my more at first
- I resisted at first
- I may like him more than he likes me now (not that that's necessarily terrible, but we should like each other equally, n'est pas?
- he's probably drunkenly forgotten to call me now
- lying about this journal, namely that it doesn't exist
- talking about him on my journal
- not being able to be totally honest to anyone; my family, him, or my friends
- screwing up every relationship I'm ever in
- the feeling i get not because I'm lying to my parents but because I know I can never really be honest
+ bands from the UK
+ talking to said boy
- inability to tell him absolutely everything, namely how I don't know if I feel the same way about him that he feels about me
- indecision about true feelings
+ listening to boy
- he's going to be gone for a whole month while I'm in Boston
- needing to know about tomorrow and being nervous about it...
- my aunts coming. not that they're nosy, but it's awkward
+ DVD burners
+ sateillite tv
+ random, or determined-via-complicated-algorithm song lists
+ Coheed & Cambria = memories of senior year
+ FirstClass. I am such a dork
+ Friend list!
+++ cell phone. can you say lifeline? oh non-snoopable calls, what would i do without you?
+ bands from NJ
+ concerts
+ dance parties
+ getting out of my house
+ car = freedom.
Make of that what you will...