Oct 28, 2004 16:56
you can still see up to something like 10 seconds after you've been decapitated. i wonder what that would be like. see your body seizing and shaking then everything going dark..maybe seeing the blood run out of your neck and skulldown into and over your lips.
i wonder if things woul distort and change tint or colour..
i've just been listening to music for the past 3 days. its good for behind my eyes. and i wonder sometimes if i had just the courage accompanied w/ blind faith to let it all go, if i'd still be here.
lately i've been curious about things that dont have words.
being unemployed for a week now. tomorrow im going to apply at..noahs bagels..
i hate food work, but you gotta do what'cha gotta do. hopefully i'll get cool plaza kid benifits and get free starbucks/jamba juice everyonce in a while.
im going to go write something to myself now.and bathe.
if i have'nt seen you today-then i most likely miss you.