Truthfully,
I'm not really sure how I feel.
It's not like I'm terribly surprised, or even upset, really. More than anything I'm just at a loss for what the hell I'm going to do with myself this semester. If I felt cut off before, I certainly do now. And part of me is a little afraid that everyone in the department is going to forget I exist.
...and I guess I'm a little frustrated because I feel like a have a skewed perception of myself.
It's not like I'm terribly surprised, or even upset, really. More than anything I'm just at a loss for what the hell I'm going to do with myself this semester. If I felt cut off before, I certainly do now. And part of me is a little afraid that everyone in the department is going to forget I exist.
...and I guess I'm a little frustrated because I feel like a have a skewed perception of myself.