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Well, i am finally off the pills for good, screw that whole process thing, i am not an addictive person when it comes to drugs, trust me i am really not. I am not having any kind of withdrawals or anything, but those stupid anti depressants were really doing a number on me, i am just fine without them, yes i am. I have even been able to sleep past four in the morning, and its only the second day, its like the calm after the storm, or maybe before, either way i am sure as hell going to enjoy it while it lasts. Still have been having bizzare dreams, for instance last night i was driving a wooden plane around with all fourteen people that live inside my house inside of it. I was trying to find an aiport and was trying to keep the little girls from showing their heads because i was afraid that i would get pulled over and get a ticket, i kept complaining to my parents about how if i got one more ticket i was going to get my license taken away. It was strange, but somehow, i am enjoying the dream factor, i like remembering my dreams, its better than my blackness that consumed me every night as i slept.
Anyway, everyone is talking about their part in the play, kinda makes me nastalgic but whatever, congrats guys, i am really glad you enjoy your parts. Wish i could share the joy but hey, sometimes you just cant have everything. I really wish u all the best of luck, i know it will go great.
I have two AP tests coming up next week, its going to be crazy, i am studying like made. its nice being there everyday though, i am totally catching up instead of falling further behind, by the end i know that i will be doing great, i know i can do it as long as i no longer miss anymore school. I kinda wanted to miss some school today and just stay home and sleep cuz i was finally sleeping right, but i think i decided in my dream not to, which is a good thing since i managed to find my calculator in my yearbook cupboard. It was great, i had been looking for that stupid thing for like a week and just randomly finding it in the last place where i thought it would be was a great surprise, what a way to start the day right. Anyway, thats about it for today, love yall, bye bye.
Anyway, everyone is talking about their part in the play, kinda makes me nastalgic but whatever, congrats guys, i am really glad you enjoy your parts. Wish i could share the joy but hey, sometimes you just cant have everything. I really wish u all the best of luck, i know it will go great.
I have two AP tests coming up next week, its going to be crazy, i am studying like made. its nice being there everyday though, i am totally catching up instead of falling further behind, by the end i know that i will be doing great, i know i can do it as long as i no longer miss anymore school. I kinda wanted to miss some school today and just stay home and sleep cuz i was finally sleeping right, but i think i decided in my dream not to, which is a good thing since i managed to find my calculator in my yearbook cupboard. It was great, i had been looking for that stupid thing for like a week and just randomly finding it in the last place where i thought it would be was a great surprise, what a way to start the day right. Anyway, thats about it for today, love yall, bye bye.